하늘, 별 그리고 천국

A.N.Jell

2009-11-20T02:31:00.003+08:00

the fangirls & the bewildered ones.

2009-05-21T02:58:00.002+08:00

Our first actual gathering in a long long long time! i think i havent met them in like more than 6 months! maybe years even. all communication was done purely online, where we fangirl (actually, just me & lisa) and gossip. AHAHA!

attempt failed. not my idea.
ps. the font of the text in the picture is known as 바보. reminds me of 희님's 바보! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

my idea this time.
can you imagine how awkward she probably looked then? HAR!

i'm totally looking forward to the next time we can all meet again! all these beloved old friends!

HEI SHIO

2009-05-18T00:52:00.004+08:00

Lyricist: YoGes

I go by the name of NL of CG
It's been a long time coming, but we here now
And i'm about to buy cheesecakes at half price from Cafe Cartel
So you better wait for yours, cause i'm getting ALL

EH EH EH EHEHEH EH EH
We're 21!

* HEI SHIO literally means fire burn in hokkien

fangirl is upset

2009-05-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

* drama spoilers ahead. you have been warned.

yes i am very upset cus Grey's Anatomy Season 5 has come to an end, and two of my favourite characters, izzie and george (nvm that i like all of them), may have died, which is not right, cus izzie just got married and george is too nice to die. everybody loves george and bailey's kid is named after him. and izzie finally got married to alex after 5 seasons of non-dating and they were only married for like, what, a day?

and i dont even know when season 6 is airing, but i know it's not anytime soon.

and i am extremely upset that the ending is such a cliff hanger so i dont know if izzie and george died or not. and the sad thing is that the surgeons there all dont even know that the john doe they were treating is george, cus he was dragged under a bus for a distance while trying to save this girl, thus ending up badly disfigured and halfway to the other side. T_T

i hope season 6 airs soon!

meanwhile i shall try to find other dramas to obsess about.

and still remember to do my work.

zoOoOoooOoOoo

2009-04-21T17:15:00.002+08:00

ok it's a lil different from what i remembered it to be, but this will do. HAHA

LONG PREACHY SOMEWHAT ANGSTY POST

2009-04-17T02:32:00.006+08:00

my horoscope says:

to go ahead and put any thoughts of travelling into action. i can even plan a getaway trip for my family & friends.

like that will ever happen anytime soon.

no money no talk.

*****

i've been thinking about how contented i am with my life and all.

after some serious considerations, i think i am quite happy with myself and what i have.

sure, i could lose a whole lot of weight, grow abit taller, be prettier, blah blah blah.

but those dont really bother me much. i still love myself the way i am, my fats and all. WHOO!

just like Cheryl said, confidence is beauty.

*****

there's nothing wrong with being girly.

being girly is not equivalent to being weak.

unless you are one of those retards who think it is. then seriously, you need to change your mindset.

i mean, i sometimes wish ppl would think of me as girlier than i am now.

which is unlikely, cus they (read: GUY FRIENDS AROUND ME) eee-ed me when i tried to talk in a more girly manner.

-_-

perhaps we should start a Project Girly.

although i doubt that it would be successful.

at least not for me, cus i will get boo-ed/laughed/have rotten eggs thrown at.

*****

i would be a really rotten wife. i really know i would.

i already pity that unlucky fellow (if ever there is one) who might be married to me (again, if that will ever happen).

i was watching star golden bell, and my beloved hae was saying that he wants his wife to:

kiss him awake

make sandwich for him when he's in the shower

help him with his tie

kiss him goodbye at the door before he leaves

out of those 4 mentioned, i am probably most ok with the whole kissing thing.

food, no thanks. please go get some on the way to work. i think it's less of a hassle and there's less risk of a bad stomach. and i know i would probably be half asleep. you wouldnt want half a finger in your sandwich, do you?

tie, not likely it will turn out right. cus i nv ever really tied my tie real nicely even back when i was a councillor. i tied it once at the start of the week, left it the way it is without unravelling the knot when i took it out, and maintained it till the end of the week before i washed it.

and the cycle went on for abt 3 years. so i dont think anyone would want a tie like that, and a crooked one at that. besides, hae wouldnt need a tie.

even for hae, i am already so reluctant to do the above mentioned, much less for anyone else i can imagine of right now.

and because of this, sie thinks that i should just turn les.

but sorry to disappoint all who thinks that way, cus i am pretty sure i like men too much to do that. lalala~

oh well, i should just wish that terribly unfortunate dude (if i am ever that lucky) good luck.

and make sure he reads this post before anything. HAH!

*****

now for the angsty part.

i am sure most of us will face situations where you are on a train/bus, and you are about to fall, yet there isnt a single pole for you to hang on to for your dear life because some crazy idiots thinks it's alright to lean their fat ass/body on it.

so you either end up having to grab at the nearest pole along with some of their fat ass/body (ewww!), or lose your balance and grab someone else at an inappropriate position or step on their feet and get glared at.

seriously, why dont these ppl get it?

what makes them think that it's ok to put all their body weight on the pole and think that it would be appealing to other ppl to risk having their hands squished by and enveloped in their many layers of fats?

like seriously?

i wont give a damn if the cabin is damn empty and they wanna do that. and they can attempt to pole-dance for all i care.

i can find other poles to hold onto.

but if the cabin is packed, they should have some sense to just hold it with their hands, and not to maintain their balance with their entire body.

that way, more people would be able to hold onto the pole as well, so i am saying this not just cus i am irritated with these people.

sometimes i get so pissed, i will freaking dig my fingers in between the pole and their icky layers of fats, and just leave my fingers there to rot. still, they refuse to bulge, and it turns into an endurance battle for us both. i swear i had to disinfect my fingers after that.

so here's a word to all you spineless pole-dancer wannabes:

spare a thought for others.

and grow a spine.

*****

lastly, for those who read this, pls tag a "yes we can!" in my tagboard so that i know who actually reads my blog.

and for those who still refuse, go die.

(resized in consideration to all)

宅女万岁

2009-04-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

ever since i started embracing my inner 宅女, i am doing stuff that i probably havent done in a while, like reading comics, playing computer games and watching animes & dramas.

(evident from the previous post about the former)

so right now, i am blogging to rant about this game i borrowed from unnie.

it's CSI: Dark Motives, and i am supposed to solve crimes in there.

and right now, i am on my way to winning a particular round, but the only thing that is stopping me from doing so is that the game refuse to let me combine two partial fingerprints, although the walk-through (which i naturally will turn to when stuck) calls for it.

i am so fed up with that, and so i shall go watch korean dramas.

꽃 보다 남자 <3

ARABIAN NIGHT

2009-03-27T01:35:00.002+08:00

outfit inspiration for mandy's party???

seahorses

2009-03-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

ok.

nobody's as hyped abt suju's comeback other than lisa,

who's as much a fangirl as i am altho we refuse to admit to that.

oh well~

***

my new seahorse brand diamond mattress is quite nice to sleep in.

well it has to be. it's $300 after a half-price discount.

i actually woke up abt 2.5hrs after my alarm rang, when i snoozed it to close my eyes for a while.

HAHAHA

you're my angel

2009-03-15T02:05:00.003+08:00

pardon the corny title...

... but...

SUPER JUNIOR'S NEW ALBUM IS DA BOMB!

YOU HAVE TO GO WATCH THE MV!

SUPER JUNIOR'S SORRY SORRY!

IT'S JUST TOO HOT! BEST CHOREO EVER!
YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!

WATCH IT! THEY ARE THAT COLL!
OR I'LL GET SCARY CHUL TO FREAK U OUT!

credits: soompi and myself

whisper softly

2009-03-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

yesterday's was janice's ROM! she is now officially a Yeo!

congrats to the newly weds!

i got to meet ppl whom i havent met in forever.
and they all thought i disappeared in thailand or something!
anyway i need to learn to have some self control.
abt 3/4 of my (very few) pictures from peiru's camera are, as expected, gag.
wth! i need to be more image conscious!

***

on the other hand, ballet havent started cus there was insufficient students to start the class.

=(
anyone wanna join as well?

and ryeolee met up with ally!
we should all meet her as a group before hazel leaves for korea!

***

for those who hung out with ryeolee (cheryl & i), the collest duo in the history of cool people, did you guys ever wonder when we just hung out if we really hated each other cus of the way we behaved?

HAHAHA!
DO LEMME KNOW THE TRUTH!

altho it was just a random thought i had when i was going home~

dancing hippo!

2009-03-10T03:00:00.003+08:00

yeah! i'm hoping that my ballet class will officially start this thursday.
and it's a big surprise for me when i found out that i can still fit into my ballet clothes!

wouldnt i be a gloriously fat dancing hippo? =D

***

my friend is gonna have this 'smart casual' rom ceremony thingy at our friend's condo, and i am at lost on what to wear, cus supposedly, the groom may be wearing berms.

i am not too sure cus it's just hearsay.

anyway, i am deciding between these two.

pls vote, or suggest other clothes you know i have. HAH! thank you many kamsa.

아.미.고! 어떡해 어떡해~

2009-03-04T01:52:00.003+08:00

got this off sel's blog.
i guess it's true for most part, like the food and laughing at myself part, among others. HA!

April 24 Birthday Astrology
by Jill M. Phillips

A Taurus born on April 24 is a sleek, sophisticated individual with a flair for the good life and a love of glamor. They are also talented, with a good sense of humor and the ability to laugh at themselves.

Taurus Information for April 24
You should embrace: Holistic healing, stylish apparel, competition
You should avoid: Getting even, feeling unappreciated, making excuses

Friends and Lovers
Because of their great personal charm, these individuals have a large social circle and plenty of admiring friends. In love, they are warm, affectionate, and loving partners. But it is not difficult for them to be alone, for they are emotionally self-sufficient.

Children and Family
The conventional side of April 24 individuals likes being part of a family unit; however, they can be mischievous, stubborn, and a little rebellious. They make protective parents who may have trouble allowing their children to make their own mistakes.

Health
Like many of their fellow Taureans, people born on April 24 have an enormous love of good food. Yet, because they value their looks, these people are likely to adopt a regular workout regimen.

Career and Finances
These folks have keen instincts and usually manage to make cherished financial expectations pay off. Because they have a great deal of creative talent, they often find themselves as artists, designers, and instructors in multimedia arts. Good investment decisions are a snap for these savvy individuals.

Dreams and Goals
These energetic, irrepressible people tend to formulate definite career plans at an early age. At the same time, they're practical and patient. Fortuitously, April 24 individuals are expert at managing their financial future without help from professionals.

Credits:
Phillips, Jill M. "April 24 Birthday Astrology." 15 August 2007. HowStuffWorks.com. 03 March 2009.Entertainment Videos

what do you think?

2009-02-16T01:36:00.003+08:00

Y2C in da house yo!

introducing the hottest dance moves of the moment!

benjamin buttons

2009-02-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

this is a true story.
names used in the following story are changed to protect their identities.

*****

cheryl and her friends went to watch a movie, and while waiting for the movie to start, the trailer of "the curious case of benjamin buttons' was being shown.

friend:

hey! this movie is nice!
cheryl:

what is it about?
friend:

it's a story about this man who ages backwards.
cheryl:

OH! is it a real story??
friend:

-__-

*****

on another day, cheryl met janice to go watch "ip man". like before, they saw the trailer of "the curious case of benjamin buttons".

cheryl:

they say this movie is nice!
janice:

what is it about?
cheryl:

it's a story about this man who ages backwards.
janice:

ooohhh! is it a real story??
cheryl:

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

*claps with glee*

finally there is someone as stupid as me!!! ^^

*****

moral of the story

there's always someone just like you somewhere out there.

muppet smile

2009-02-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

think there is something wrong with me cus i see my friends all updating their blogs/cyworld, and i am always stalking theirs, but is never to be motivated enough to want to update mine.

ok maybe i shall do it tomorrow~

maybe~

ps. i just woke up from a nap HAHA! and according to unnie & peedah, sleeping from 9pm - 12.45am = detoxed. LOL!

tomyam girl

2009-01-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

*changes lyrics of dimsumgirls*

i am damn smug cus i am flying to the land of tomyam in like, what, 8 hours?

sho eggcited~~~

havent been there since 8years ago, when i (heavyweight-wrestler-ish) jumped with joy in my gran's kampong house upon hearing my nottoobad PSLE results and nearly causing a tremor.

i cant wait to drink all the tomyam in the world and lose my tranny voice YEAH TO THE MEAH~~~

***

my classmate sent me home from school for two mondays, and both times, i thought i may die or something.

i mean, it's been freakin 8 years since i last rode a bike, and i forgot how it's like to have the wind slapping your face (in a good way).

i kinda enjoy it, but fear it at the same time.

oh the adrenaline rush~~~

imagine if you ever get a bf who rides a bike.

you'll really have to get over the fear of dying to have him send you around.

but it's kinda cool to have a hotass biker bf, no?

SHO HOTS!

i am a lazy bummer

2008-12-27T23:02:00.005+08:00

hi guys

havent blogged in ages, as usual
but i'm too lazy to blog properly right now.

so, until i am feeling enthusiastic enough to do so,
this shall be my latest post.

oh! mini update:
i have a cyworld now!

until then, bye!

likhun

2008-12-13T02:40:00.003+08:00

*edit*

the works of janice

what else do we do better than other crazy bored ppl?
parodies!

i scream for ice cream!

2008-12-07T23:45:00.004+08:00

Hi! Welcome to Ben & Jerry's!

wah. damn fat. look at the arms.

went to the CHUNKFEST yesterday, and frankly speaking, it wasnt as happening as i expected it to be. too many people and too little tents to make it seem like it was buzzing with excitement.

janice & i even got lost while making our way there, and by the time we reached the fest, we were soaked. a good way to sweat it out tho. maybe we should go 'climb' fort canning weekly. sure lose weight. HAH!

thank god for pizzy, qing & friends, who managed to direct us, and even let us cut their queue. they actually freakin queued for 2hours just to get 3 scoops each. i guess we were just lucky bitches to be able to cut their queue.

*sends cute widdle flying hearts to my favourite bighead*

the US flavours were alright i guess, cus after trying cinnamon bun & the peanut butter flavours, you basically wont be able to taste the other flavours much.

TOO BAD THERE'S NO DUBLIN MUDSLIDE!!!

and we met vincent there! not bad!

wished we saw more familiar faces there. hopefully the B&J scoopies gathering will happen soon.

and i nearly killed my adidas highcut there. stupid freakin mud.

after the fest, hung out with pizzy & co.

i miss hanging out with her, and my other determination/idealistic people.

maybe i should start contacting them soon. maybe.

then, without being able to nap at all, off i am to the standard chartered marathon event.

wah. i fuckin hate the standard chart job. its so freakin shitass boring and retarded.

all i had to do was man the stupid toy car tracks thingy, which kept screwing up and i freakin wanted to kill the whole set of toy.

i would gladly trade my job to work under the sun and usher the marathoners. that, and getting burnt by the sun, would have been A WHOLE LOT MORE FUN than whatever i had to do.

i personally think the organisers we were working under could have been nicer. maybe everyone was just cranky from the lack of sleep, but fuck you, they could still have talked in a nicer tone. HA!

ok me shall go buffy soon, then sleep for 24hours to make up for my lack of sleep.

sie, lisa & i nearly turned into falling dominoes on the train ride home.

die dark circles die. i have no desire to have dark circles like those of the cullens.

give me their flawless complexion and godly features & body tho.

twilighter

2008-12-03T12:22:00.002+08:00

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See you there and enjoy the movie!

Cheers,

FiRST Team

***

WHOO! YING! WE'RE GOING TO THE SNEAK!

this is probably the happiest news i got since waking up.

HAH!

free

2008-12-03T00:56:00.007+08:00

i've been meaning to blog since forever, but i'm too tired after all the working and studying and toiling over project (not exactly) etc etc.
so, ya.
but!
i'm back with a bang!
*slams into glass door*

i am officially free from kaplan as of last friday, 6pm.
Y to the E to the A-H-H!
MAHAHAHAAHA!
no more having to attempt to wake up at 7 (not that it ever happened after my first week of work).
no more having to stuggle with school and work (at least for this month).
OH YEAHH YEAHH YEAHH!
yup! yeahh with a double H to emphasize how glad i am to be off work.
but as much as i am glad to leave the job, i am gonna miss the people there.
they're really nice people, always offering me stuff and helping me whenever i need any.

i am also free from all fucked up project work as of monday, 6pm!
the last was slipshod work but, aiya, who cares. it's only 10marks.
at least i did my work.

lastly, i am free from messy poofy crappy hair with equally crappy fringe!
yes! i just went for a haircut and i am back, feeling fresher and hotter. HAHA!
kid in about the hot part.
but that about sums up how happy i am about finally getting to ~~chop~~ trim my hair, no??
i was actually bursting with excitement on monday at the thought of going for a haircut.
i think i seriously am mad. need help.
ah.

exam's coming in two weeks, but i shall rest for this week before i pick up my books.

speaking of books, i'm such a bookie.
no, not that illegal gambling person-thing.
i meant that i've been buying books nonstop.
everytime i finish one, i crave for another one.
and i have a habit of buying from the same authors.
books makes me veh veh veh veh happy worzxzxxz.

***

hmmph...

blogs are no fun to read recently.
nobody really blogs happy stuff.
too much drama (sort of) had been happening recently.
at least too much for my liking.
especially those revolving around friendship.

it takes two hands to clap.
i am sure everyone knows that.
so when things starts becoming one-sided, things are bound to take a turn for the worse.
the person who makes all the effort to keep the relationship going will sooner or later get tired of doing so, especially when the other party doesnt reciprocate.
so when the other party finally realises that things no longer are the same, it may be too late for things to go back to the way they were.

i was meaning to save this for another post, but i've decided to just deal with it and get it done and over with.

so here's what i want to say to you.

tong.
i know life's been very hectic for you, with your army life, love life and all.
i know you've realised that you've been neglecting us alot, whether it's because it dawned upon you out of the blue, or because sie gave you a piece of her mind.
and i know you've tried to right things by trying to get everyone together for supper.
but guess what, from the way things turned out, i guess it sorta failed terribly.
and from what i've heard, the excuses given for the cancellation were just terrible excuses.
sure, you've got a love life. you may be confined in camp.
but it doesnt justify having to run-off halfway everytime we have a gathering.
or not turning up at all. or even not replying messages at all.
i'm sure you know how unhappy some of us are.
and frankly speaking, i am beyond the point of trying to understand the way you are behaving.
that's why i wasnt even bothered to reply raine's email.
i did not even considered going, and some of the girls were even upset about the way i am behaving, petty and unforgiving.
but that's just the way i am.
it's definitely gonna take more than just a supper, and pretending that nothing ever happened, for things to go back to the way it was.

sham.
we havent really been very close.
and i dont know if there will be a chance of that happening at all.
cus from the way i see things, we dont really mean that much to you.
that's just the way i see it.
you may not mean for it to be like that.
but i've never really seen any effort on your part to keep in touch.
heck. you dont even want to reply my smses or msgs.
come on, it's not like i will msg you guys for fun.
when i do, it's usually important stuff.
so i get really peeved when all these nonsense happen.
ok.
so maybe your phone really suck. or you were away from your computer.
but i am sure that if you want to reply, there are many other ways to do so.

as for the rest of you guys, it is likely that the above applies as well.
but it just havent came to the point where it bothered me as much.

anyway, the bottomline is:

if we dont mean as much to you as, say, your partner or AK, then just say so.
i respect your decision if you prefer to hang out with them than us.
cause this way, it will save me(us) alot of anger and heartache.
i am not even gonna quote cheryl on this, as much as she said i could, cause that's how i feel as well.

i dont know how the rest of them feel about this, so i am not speaking on behalf of anyone but myself.
they may agree, they may not.
and they may condemn me for being such a self-centered bitch, but i thought i should just get it off my chest.
better than me bitching behind your backs all the time, or trying to play the 'guess if i am talking about you or not' game.

you might not even consider yourselves candidates as the object of my rant.

heck, you may not even read this.

but at least i tried.

***

ok. enough of all this shiet.

ciao~

countdown to freedom

2008-11-19T00:33:00.003+08:00

peekture taken from pukey pukey night.
see if you can spot me.
and in case you guys thought i was being retarded, i actually got tricked into taking this, because i thought they were gonna do a solo shot of me.

those sneaky people.
ok. i was being retard, but that doesnt give them the rights to do that to me.

stupid sneaky people.
HAHAHAHA!

ANYWAY!

GOOD NEWS!

NO!~

MAKE THAT GREAT NEWS!

AT LEAST FOR ME!!!!!

I AM OFFICIALLY 8DAYS AWAY TO FREEDOM!!!!

*8DAYS EVERY WEEK~~~~~*

YEAHZER!

DOUBLE YEAHZER!~

TRIPLE YEAHZER!~~

MAJOR YEAHZER!~~~

8 MORE DAYS TO SLEEPING IN TIL 12PM LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

8 MORE DAYS TO NOT HAVING TO WAIT AROUND FOR AN AVAILABLE COMPUTER TO DO WORK ON.

8 MORE DAYS TO NOT HAVING TO LOITER AROUND WORK WITH NOTHING TO DO.

8 MORE DAYS TO NOT HAVING TO ASK FOR WORK TO DO.

8 MORE DAYS TO NOT BEING ASKED TO UNPACK BOOKS

(WTHeck YOU LAZY WOMAN WHO ASK ME TO DO SO WHEN YOU DONT SEEM SO BUSY YOURSELF).

8 MORE DAYS!!!

^ WOW RAINBOW! ^

YES I AM THAT HAPPY!

i am already behaving as if tomorrow is my last day.

not caring if i am late EVERYDAY, altho i've been like that since day2.

not caring if anyone knew that i was using msn, if i am lucky to be using a com with one.

not caring if i am blatantly editing my project powerpoint and essays for everyone to see.

hahahahahahahahaah i am such a bad worker.

AND I'M LOVIN' IT!

the spastic spongebob-handwave-dancing trio.
pardon the camera phone quality.

add sie here and we will be the perfect trio of retards!
and yes, sie you can hang out with whoever you want, anytime you want!
screw you, j*yce! HAHAHAHAHA ok random.

what goes around comes around

2008-11-15T01:49:00.003+08:00

OK. Now i really do believe in karma.
cus just 2 weeks ago, the bunch of us ^ were parodying drunk pukey people.
people we know, by the way.

fast forward to earlier on.

while we were having dinner/supper, this angmo dude sitting next to us had to go and puke then and there.
needless to say, we lost our appetite, cheryl tried to offer some tissue without catching a glimpse of the mess, then we got up and left.
damn obvious that we were leaving cus of him, cus we still have half a portion of fries left.
but our stomach were churning and if we dont leave soon, we'll probably be throwing up after him.

maybe then, we'll all bond, us and the angmo guy.

bad karma

2008-11-10T14:04:00.003+08:00

this was taken over bitchfit over ice-cream, before the ice-cream part.
centerparting rocks. i wanna thank mr parkyooyoo and leehaehae for the inspiration.....
you know, i've mentioned somewhere before that i should stop bitching to stop all the bad karma that could possibly be already accumulating
well, i couldnt.
and for those curious ones, i do bitch about everything, and everyone.
so yes, i did bitch about you, you and you. HAH!

except long, cus her, we only diss.
and i dont feel guilty about it much, cus if i were to bitch about anyone, then that anyone must have really grated my nerves.
YOU DESERVE IT!

maybe not, but i dont care ROAR

and all the bad karma is coming back to me now, in the form of a VERY VERY VERY VERY TO THE INFINITY VERY TERRIBLE SCHOOL.
ok. maybe, the school isnt bad, and my future cert is certainly not, but the school's management sucks majorly, like the vacuum flushing system in aeroplane toilets.

now, let's all take a fuzzy-wuzzy-feeling-inducing picture!

god save me

2008-11-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

gosh, why am i always stuck with morons?

T_T

2008-11-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

what a bad time to be sick.
why cant i be sick from tues to thurs?
then at least i will have an excuse to not work. booo....

maybe i will spread the germs to everyone at st james later. HAHA!
sorry for the evil thought.

*****

just what do we mean to you?

our deepest fear

2008-10-28T01:03:00.005+08:00

got this from a very inspiring movie "coach carter".
i'm so glad i rented it.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,
we consciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others."
- Marianne Williamson

'A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles'

the verses from the movie was slightly different, without any inference to God or anything
(hence the words in bold).
but i think it's rather meaningful.
quite a good movie i must say.

the bone garden

2008-10-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

YIPPEE YEAH!
i am bookless no more!
for now!
cus i went to get tess gerritsen's the bone garden out of sheer boredom.
that and cus my mp3 died on me on my way home.
WHOOO~

look at the number of guys oogling at gen & i!
credits to gen & picnick i think?

i think cka is determined to see that i dont end up on the path to nunnery doom-ness.
me secretly knows that he and sel belongs to the same dating agency.
TEEHEE!
dont tell anyone else tho. they may lose their jobs once their secret identities are revealed.

sell you candy for a passing grade

2008-10-25T01:03:00.004+08:00

realised title dont quite make sense, but who cares.
sell me candy, by rihanna.
i like this dance, but eeee didnt realised my movements were so cui. i looked so bad next to dragon and janice.
i need to practice harder. money, please quickly drop on me so that i can take up infinite dance lessons.
give me a sign when my hp number is gonna win toto first prize AGAIN.
(it happened last week, and my mom chided me jokingly for not asking her to buy T.T)

havent blogged in forever, and so much to say, but ok i am too lazy to bother.

my only rant today:
i freaking failed one module!
first time in my entire 20yrs of education that i failed a major test.
and it HAD to be freaking tourism system.
i bet my leech project mate passed as well, so the problem really lies with me.
oh gosh i hate to resit the test, and i have to pay 100+bucks, i guess, to resit.
SHIT ASS SHIT ASS SHIT!
LEMME PASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh! i finished all of twilight and that adds to my depression cus i am now bookless.
boooo. ToT

fanpire

2008-10-09T23:27:00.005+08:00

i'm a twilighter~

*says it in a sing-song voice like kellan lutz & nikki reed*

ok. i'm sooooo obsessed.

and i dont think it's gonna screen in singapore anytime soon!
T_T

oh lovely edward

2008-10-01T00:06:00.004+08:00

after just 7 eps of buffy & hotass angel (because tudou loads friggin slowly), i've decided that i NEED to read twilight, especially since yingo is gushing to me about it.

so i went ahead and got the 3 twilight books, despite my alarmingly low account balance. thank god for tong's borders card and their 3for2 promotion.

at least i had the mind not to get the 4th book yet.

true to expectations, it is good, and i've barely read a chapter of it yet.

while reading, i cant help but to imagine robert (hottie cedric in harry potter) as edward cullen, mainly cus i know he IS edward cullen in the movie.

OOOOO! cant wait for the movie!

anyway, we're going for picnic tomorrow!

no wait, we're going in just a few hours!

YES!

*poses coyly*

seems familiar? HAHAH!

half of cheapo and maybe candice are going to the botanical garden for picnic picnic picnic! i am so looking forward to it! let's just pray that it wont rain!

off i am to have my rendevous with twilight!

those bloodsuckers.

2008-09-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

all that vampire talks with yennying has made me 'crave' for buffy, so i am off to watch this old school show! that said, i love tudou for letting me watch it! WHOOOOOOOOOO!

Opps! I! BAM

2008-09-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

aish my stupid 2-lens camera.

none of the pictures from the previous batch could be developed.

cus apparently we NEED strong sunlight for the pictures to come out right.

DAMN.

so we tried it again today, with sunlight that sorta slowly diminished to close to nothingness.

ok that was exaggerated. but the sunlight wasnt as strong as it should be i guess.

oh well. hope this new batch will be good.

events from the past week:

1. I FINISHED MY EXAMS! AND I DIDNT HAVE TO WORK!

2. TOPONE WITH DRAGON, AND DANCE.
TIMELESS!
*CUES FANGIRL SCREAMS*

3. DINNER WITH HAZEL AND DRAGON. THEN DRINKS WITH (in that order) LEONARDO DICAPRIO HAN AKA JAY CHOU LOOKALIKE (cus i dont remember his korean name), KEVIN, ANTONIO SEBASTIAN AKA SUNGJIN & JAESEOK.

4. FAILED AUDITION & FROLICKING AT BOTANICAL GARDEN!

mental, poloroids and garden

2008-09-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

my favourite crazy man, as promised. HAHAH!

exam today was easier than i expected it to be.

but! i am afraid that it's all a trick by mr wong!

oh well, i hope i wont do toooo badly, esp not after my proj grades was like 1mark less than my proj mate cus i was absent for one lesson, and it wasnt even my fault to begin with.

WTFREAK

gardens with the gang!
and we got to play with all sorts of cameras!
poloroids, 2 lens cam, digi cam, hp cam
HAHAH! ok 4 types is good enough
poloroids was damn blurdy fun! but tsk the film is so ex. phfft
2 lens cam was just as fun! but i hope the pictures wont turn out to be all blur, cus supposedly we can move when taking the pictures
nothing much to say abt the last two. HUR
CANT WAIT FOR THE POLOROIDS & PICTURES FROM MY 2-LENS!

life is sooooo unfair

2008-09-16T00:44:00.004+08:00

This is NLN .
Introducing

Hot boy Nichkhun!!!!!!!!

now, how does this picture of nichkhunthehottiewhooooooooooooooooo even relates to the title?

well... he is a halfie.
half-chinese, half thai.

so am i.

so, how come he gets to look even caucasian-ish, and i look like some ah lian baobei from the neighbourhood? not the damn chio kind somemore. PHFFT!

i bought this topic up in my convo with meiling, and this is what she came up with.

meiling says:
maybe his dad thai~
than mix more well???
whahaa
lina says:
hahahahahahahaha wah nice logic
maybe its true
AHHAHAHA
meiling says:
normally
looks like father
look better
whahhaa
lina says:
maybe bangkok thai better more angmoish
AHHAHA
tsk WHY ISNT MINE THAT WAY AHHAHA
meiling says:
whahaha
is like
if the kid father ang mo
than the kid ang mo so cute
ahhahaha
lina says:
tsk T_T

even so, i just have to gush about how cute this halfie (SAME LEAGUE AS ME I INSIST) is, and even though his lines in the songs are like very foolproof and that he is not very tall, i still think he is damn hot. HAHAHA
and oh! he looks like lin zhi ying, doncha think?

so here's more pictures of him!

this gif is oh so cute!!!!!

(edit: EEE GIF WONT LOAD T_T)

ok. i should stop fangirl-ing.
i should be studying, but look at what i'm doing. HAHAHA!
it's been bigbang nonstop since i got back from school/lunch/novena cus i refuse to leave.
omgoose i hope front office would be easy breezy beezy busy whatever.

will be back soon with my fave dp of the moment - my favourite mental patient! lalal!

oh i am gonna go trim my cui hair later in the day YEAH OH SO GAY!

shall sign off with a gif of my favourite man (and his sidekick - MIB)! HARHAR!

credits: soompi & meiling and on pictures.

Nuthangs' Daydream

2008-09-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

random dance vid of the day!

the music is supposed to be danity kane's striptease, but we dont have the song so we made do with anyband's daydream!

lalala.... i am off the whole coming week! but i've got exam! omgoose tiredd...

uncle, more sweets~

2008-09-06T02:41:00.003+08:00

our sorta last full attendance with all the hairy boys before they turn from batok boys into botak boys. and we created spastic games, poses & a hell lot of noise. B)

CKAlie's angles of a new kind, with a brand new pose that everyone is dying to learn.

you can vaguely see CKAlie standing at the back, pretending that he is not trying to be in the picture.

ok i should be sleeping. adieus!

flaps wings furiously

2008-09-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

cus i am now a free birdy, free of all projects and leechers!

ok, so tourism system still needs to be vetted, but then i dont have to write it so i am semi-free!

YEAH! (think: a certain blogger)

to celebrate, i shall post up pictures of MYSELF.

HA! pardon the sudden narcissism.

my apologies

2008-08-24T00:08:00.004+08:00

i am so fucking cranky that i am turning everyone into haters.

i hope to fall sick soon. then i can hole up in my room all day and night.

papercuts

2008-08-23T01:28:00.004+08:00

i swear i am gonna die from all the papercuts i get from work.
or maybe i should turn emo and indulge in the pain.

haru haru~ eh eh eh eh~

ps. peedah! there is a tagboard, you goon. one of those links at the side (refer to diagram).
but nobody ever tags anyway.

greetings!

2008-08-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

greetings from the land of the no life, where all i do is sleep (minimal), work (boring), go school (PROJECTS! STRESS!), sleep-in on weekends (pure bliss) and hope no one disturbs me. AHAHAH!

a quick reply to some of the tags:

gen: here i am blogging! but not properly cus i am feeling too lazy from school/work.

peedah: yes, my friend really has a license. and i wouldnt dare distract her! I WAS CLINGING ONTO THE SEATBELT FOR MY DEAR LIFE LOL!!!!! see gen. now i know why your parents reacted the way they did. HAHAHA.

ok. i dont really have alot of ppl tagging me. so what. HAH!

anyway, like i mentioned, i am too lazy to bother about blogging properly. maybe during the weekends.

then i will come and blog properly about what had been happening.

and while i'm at it, introduce a hot NU (new) THANG.

i can tell that you are anticipating it already. i know kim is. HAHAH!

dang! i am gonna be missing bai fen bai for a loong loooooong time cus of the olympics!

mediacorp/starhub/singtel should just create a new channel for it. not everyone likes to watch sports, ya know?

and oh! before i forget, i would like to call out to all super free/bummers/people who happens to be in town during lunch time (i wonder why).

drop me a call if you are near centrepoint around then and ask me out for lunch!

i dont exactly go for lunch with my colleagues (just once), and i've been da-bao-ing food back to eat so that i can multi-task (read books and listen to music) while eating.

i am glad i bought books to read and keep me occupied.

and i die die also must use up the whole hour of my lunch break, cus i wont get more money if i go back to work immediately after lunch anyway. HAHAH!

shall sign off with this picture! our first picture together in ages! totally lovin it. ryeolee!

one helluva ride!

2008-08-01T23:26:00.003+08:00

some events happening recently!

1. last sat, gen drove me home! and i almost died laughing!
i mean, i've never really encountered anyone who:

- drove off and realised that she needs to top up the petrol halfway.
- kept asking someone who knows nuts about driving if she have to do so.
- drive into a petrol kiosk the wrong way.
- made the uncle at the petrol kiosk so scared i think he nearly shit in his pants cus he was soooo afraid that she will bang the car parked behind when she is reversing.
- had the cashier at the petrol kiosk remind her that she forgot to close the door properly.

but... the whole ride was certainly a great experience!
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU GEN!
and i know that you are damn happy to be driving that day!
HAHAHAHAHA! ALL THANKS TO ME! just tell your parents not to hate me! HAHAHAH

2. started work at kaplan! first days was hell, cus i got nothing to do, like for real, cus my ic was explaining all her duties, which i am to take over starting next week, to me. i really was trying my best to stay awake, but i swear i just kept stoning halfway, and i bet my eyes went haywired. cus i felt my vision turning wierd and all. HAHAHA! and the worst part is having to wake up early! OMGOOSE! except for the first day, i was late every other day. ok. i was a few minutes late on the first day, but that's better than being 15-20min late. TERRIBLE AH TERRIBLE!

3. NEARLY LOST MY HEADPHONE! MY MIX-STYLE HEADPHONES! thank god i left it at school and could get the person in school to get it back to me first thing in the morning!

4. meet the tin foil alien! that's my spaceship! HAHAHA!
ok, that's for the toni & guy grad show! i really look like a tiger now!

do you know...

2008-07-25T23:42:00.001+08:00

that a slice of new york cheese cake is equivalent to TEN slices of bread??

or so my F&B lecturer says.

ALL HAIL THE HOKKIEN GODDESS!

2008-07-24T01:59:00.003+08:00

when hokkien goddess meets hokkien queen, you get an msn msg in hokkien!
so here's an excerpt (?) of my very cui convo with hazel. LOL! try to decipher it~

lina says:
JIN JUAY XIONG!
AN ZUA MA ZAI

HAZEL. says:
ohhhh
haha gui diam?
and di do lo?

lina says:
di hougang plaza

HAZEL. says:
lol aneh ah lian eh deh hng ah!

lina says:
abt cit diam ah neh kuan

HAZEL. says:
hahahahah

lina says:
HAHAHAHA
ah bo wa nang eh area ba lu wu hi dao leh
HAHHAHA

HAZEL. says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
can you pls blog this down hahahahah
very cui

and basically it went on for damn long, and we even dragged mandy into the mess although basically hazel and i were the only ones talking. HAHAHAHA!

WELCOME TO TAIWAN!

2008-07-19T10:56:00.004+08:00

the very overdued post of our trip to taiwan!
WARNING: tons of pictures ahead.

day 1 was a bitch. cus cathay delayed our flight for like 3hrs. so sel and i were basically wandering around HK airport like lost souls. but we saw Lin Yi Chen there! hella pretty and she appears taller and slimmer than on tv!
we arrived at taipei at around 8-ish. that was seriously a bummer, cus we could have reached at 3.
not wanting to waste the day, we dumped our bags in our hotel room and went to shilin night market!

took their version of MRT. it works pretty much like singapore, except with more transit areas. but it's super fast! and their tickets are actually these plastic chips which you tap on the sensor to enter, and deposit into the slot to exit. very cute!

the interior of shilin night market.

their famous shilin chicken cutlet and bubble tea!
i like the chicken, although there's bones in it. the bubble tea, on the other hand, was quite a disappointment. even the packet ones from the convenience stores there are better. cupwalker rocks! LOL!

and how can we not try the oyster omelette thingy.
the funny think abt this place is that this is supposedly where xiaozhu honed his oyster omelette making skills for the taiwanese drama he starred in. LOL!

day 2. the streets of taipei basically look like that. HA!

and i believe this is where xi jie shao nian was shot at.
we are the best! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

sel with her rather awkward pose.
anyway there are quite a bit of grafitti there!

LOOK! i met donghae there! HAHAHAH

at danshui.
and look at their starbucks! DAMN NICE SIOL!
alot of their food joints and whatnots occupy an entire block on its own!

danshui mrt station

and my very cute guy on the way back to ximen!
i really thought that he looks like oguri shun, and i think sel thinks so too!
we kept stealing glances at him and kept getting caught! LOL!
btw she shot this.

this is also taken by sel. i didnt even noticed.
i thought she was trying to snap a picture of some wierd dude until she showed me.

day 3. the main crossroad at ximending.
that building with the giant coke poster, that's party world.

their carrefour is like, 7storeys? and i dont even know which level to go to get a drink. so i didnt.

longshan temple! taken by a very pro security guard (i think).

now we all know kim, aka bobo, has a side job in taiwan.

after longshan temple, we went to wufenpu, where we kinda went crazy shopping.
so much so that we forgot to eat, and had our lunch at around 4?

luroufan and gongwantang at huxuzhang.

our steal from wufenpu. the mess at the top belongs to sel. LOL!

we got bored and decided that we should go explore ximending.
cus we actually stay near that area but havent actually gone there yet.
and we saw giant wall-e!

then we met this street artist who does paper silhouette cuttings for just $5!
my hair was so not funky. i should have done something to it.

sel's obsession with that brand of milktea. i think she secretly idolises wang lee hom.

our room for the first 3 nights of our stay. it's actually very much like a motel.
maybe a love motel, with the heart-shaped cushion and all. HAHAH!
but it's dirt cheap and rather cosy!

scandy scandy!
very scandalous indeed!

after that sel went crazy camwhoring and taking unglam pictures of me.

there's a reason why i am known as the gag queen of swln.

day 4. we had breakfast at kfc. LOL!
and this is basically one of the many crossroads inside ximending.
actual roads where cars move on, not like the people there care.

see that wierd bicycle. that's actually to promote some chatline. you know, those ppl call to have girls (i assume) talk to them and make them feel less lonely or something. i dont actually know how it works.
and the dude sitting there, he's actually promoting some dimsum eatery. in the middle of the road.
the people there are not afraid of death i guess.

a very common sight in taiwan.
if you think singapore has loads of bikes, wait till you see those in taiwan.
they basically dominate the road.

spiderman and his choir.
they were trying to raise funds, just in case you cant tell.

sel trying to endorse another drink.
some konnyaku jelly drink that is endorsed by da s.
sel, your chances abit slim, cus she is willing to be gag.

mango mousse(?) wrapped in this mochi skin thing! VERY NICE!

drink more water! that's the brand of the water.

and my new fang da tong specs. HAHAHAH i know i look spas there.

then sel went amok and ran all around taking pictures of our new room (had to move cus there's no room available for 4nights) and even outside.
shall spare you guys the agony of looking at the random pictures, thus showing just two which roughly shows you how our new room looks like!

seriously sel, cant you leave me to watch my movie in peace!?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

after which we went to jingmei night market.
the sheng jian bao from the previous post! look at the line!

the interior. sorry about the, erm, lingerie.

they have these archades(?) everywhere!

dinner at er mama (mommy goose??)

yet another drink. something called qingwa xia dan. (frog laying eggs?????)

breakfast for the next day, cus we are broke.

see the number of bikes? or rather, scooters.

sel is very happy to have her fortune read cus the results are damn good.

so, which is sel?

sui is jingmei? (who is jingmei?)

wo shi jingmei! (i am jingmei!)
aiya, inside joke.
it was damn funny at that time, ok.

i like this picture! very happy-ish.
taken by sel, by chance. i believe so. HAHAH!

one of the few comic strip on the train.

a crowd gathered to watch some dance performance to raise funds.
afterwhich they were dispersed by the police. LOL!

we ran out of places to go to, so we went to dunkin donuts!

sel was trying to make sure that she's in the picture. i think its a trait in cheapo cancerian girls.
but note the words on the wall.
DUN DON (Dont Don)
love me, suju!
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cadina potato chips, stirfry lala (i think) flavour! i like this flavour!

sel's breakfast. this has real beef in it!

once again, sel and her favourite drink.
i actually have tons of pictures of her posing with it! B

at last, i shall sign off with this.
CHUA SAI VERS 2.1

nah. just kidding.

fangirl alert

2008-07-19T02:25:00.005+08:00

oh. i decided that i cant sleep till i post these pictures.
cus i've re-entered into k-pop fandom just hours ago.
something that havent happened in a while.

he should just keep smiling like that. then i wont be reminded of his crappy hair days.

what can i say??
*melts like butter on a hot frying pan*

donghae's holding ahlee and sungmin, bada, i think!
MY FAVOURITE DOGGY!
so i am biased. sue me.

their cute widdle doggies - ahlee, bada & mio!
glad to know that hae is keeping bada with him!

and cus he's sex on legs.
DANIEL HENNEY!

ok! that's all for now!
REALLY!

credits: on pictures and soompi

picture randoms!

2008-07-19T01:42:00.005+08:00

i shall post mainly pictures!
cus i am too lazy to post chunks of words.
and i predict that my mom will come and nag me to sleep soon!

shall blog abt taiwan trip tomorrow at work.
TEEHEE!
ok sorry abt that attempt at a very bimbotic laughter.

let's start with my latest craze!

CUBEES!

8days featured it in the latest issue, and i thought, "I GOTTA TRY THIS!" and i did!
totally lovin the hellboy one! <3>

and i shall burn your eyes with some childhood pictures of mine.
cute ones, of course!

let's start with a rather harmless one.

what a cute girl!
GIRL, I INSIST!
and i notice that i have a habit of looking up when i take id pictures.
anyway, cute. and girl.
unlike a certain xln i know.
hahahahahahaha
ok sorry no personal attacks intended.

emogirl88
must be the hair.

like i told sel, i am liu xing jiao zhu (trendsetter).
i even made that too-short-bangs look cool.

i seriously thinks that i am the cutest girl here. i am thinking that now.
of course, i meant the me in the picture. totally so nyeo shi dae material.
whatever happened to me now?

yes, i was a swimsuit model wannabe.

dont know what i was doing.
trying to be funny, maybe. and showcasing my newly grown bucktooth!

alright alright. shall go off now.
taiwan trip post in the morning!
i promise!
definitely!
maybe???

words can be very misleading

2008-07-15T14:09:00.003+08:00

that's why some stuff are better said face to face.

Happy Bday to 小龙姑娘

2008-07-15T13:27:00.003+08:00

小龙姑娘: YEAH! i'm 20!

me: inserts fake smile

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

ZHU NI HAPPY SAENG IL!

and dont pms!

Too fast to live, too young to die

2008-07-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

so hot!

credits: on the 2nd picture & soompi

TO THE CHEAPO PEOPLE!

2008-07-13T02:10:00.007+08:00

HI ALL CHEAPO PEOPLE.

Isnt it sad that whenever we have happy events like bday celebrations or whatsoever gatherings, it always ended on an unhappy note??
SAD RIGHT! like since when did things start getting that way???
and it's especially sad when we all end up breaking into small groups, and start bitching madly about the others.
like why are we even doing that, when i thought we are gonna turn into one of those groups of friends who will probably stay friends for life, like, quoting xiaolong, the 6 in the sitcom, Friends. (sidetrack: i think she wants to be joey! HAHAHAHAH!)
i mean, we should really try to enjoy our time together, especially since it's super hard to get full attendance, and that half the group is gonna turn botak and go serve our country pretty soon.

hence, i've decided to come up with a list of DOs and DON'Ts whenever we have gatherings.
and before you guys start turning defensive and all, think about what i've said, and see if it makes sense before you go,
'OMG LINA THAT FAT BLOODY BITCH! WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS! SINCE WHEN DOES SHE CALL THE SHOTS IN THE GROUPS! DIE BITCH DIE!"
of course, criticisms and comments are very much appreciated, especially if you think i am being terribly unreasonable, and that quoting tong, i should try to understand your stand.
because, from my many experiences in NCHS, i'll really understand if you guys misunderstand my words and start hating me. totally fine with it.

but before i start, i would like to address sie's very long email (very nicely done, btw. and quick too!)
i understand that you will be disappointed. i guess i would too. so no, i am not like offended or what not. but me, being a taurean (and human), just cant help trying to defend myself.
i think there is probably some sort of miscommunication on our part, because i wasnt aware that i was supposed to take over the task of getting the presents. moreover, i just got back from taiwan, so ya, i thought things would have more or less been settled. hence, the 'cant be bothered' attitude. besides, there are 10 people in the group. one would expect the rest to help. but ya, i totally understand where you are coming from.
THE PAINS OF ORGANISING FREAKING EVENTS (no, not that bday celebrations are freaky. just events in general).

ok! end of defense. back to the DOs and DONTs.
note: not targetting anyone in particular.

DONTs:

1. Dont be late. i know, i have a rather outstanding record of tardiness. so perhaps i dont really have the rights to say this, but i mean, if you know you are gonna be late, at least inform someone (not those you are going to the meeting venue with. we dont really care if u are gonna be late for your meetup, only ours). especially if you are still around your home area when it's 45min past the meeting time. this will only result in you being cursed madly by the people who are there early. AND DONT BE RIDICULOUSLY LATE! WTF IS WITH BEING LATE FOR HOURS! MIGHT AS WELL NOT MEET!

2. Don't bring your partners to cheapo gatherings without first asking for approvals/informing us. Sure sure, you want to introduce your significant other to us, and want us to get along, and we definitely want to meet them sometime, but not on important days, like say, bday celebrations or full attendance days. what's the point of trying to get everyone together, when you guys will be caught up in your own little world of romance. WTH! if you wanna do that, do that in your own private time. don't it in the face of the NCHS-cursed girls (read: single people). *BURST* LIKE! HELLO! YOU THINK WE DONT WANNA BE IN YOUR SHOES! *DOUBLE BURST*

3. If you know that a specific day is reserved for cheapo gathering, pls pls pls dont go arrange for some other meetings halfway through the gathering. as stated in point #1, what is the point of trying to have full attendance when we are just meeting for, what, 2 hours??? if so, we might as well just organise individual meetings. save time organizing, and spare the organizers much agony. especially if you are going off to meet your, again, significant other. call me sore loser (yes yes, i would too), but i am sure there are other times that you guys can meet up, and at a much higher chances than our gatherings. i know you love your partner alot, like maybe until the sky falls and the ground break (whatever), but come on, chances of cheapo gatherings as compared to your dates are like, 1:100! you wont die from not meeting he/she/it for a few days. yes yes, i know, i wont understand cause i have never been in love, but i've watched enough dramas to pretend that i know, and besides, YOU THINK I CHOOSE NOT TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND MEHHHHH! *TRIPLE BURST & CONTEMPLATES PUNCHING WALL*

4. Dont rely on us (namely, mostly, Sie and Hazel, and sometimes, yours truly. and xiaolong says that she sometimes attempt, but i guess mostly failed) to organize gatherings/events/pre-events preparations. We are not obliged to do so, you know. The others (you know who you are), pls try to contribute sometimes, and take the load off our shoulders. and by contributing, it doesnt include writing your part of the bday msg, or just being there. Things dont work like that, and the organizers shouldnt be taken for granted. Because, there will come a day when that handful of people just get so fucking (quoting xiaolong: dont you think, fuck is TOO harsh a word to use on your friends) sick and tired of the whole routine and what comes with it, and we can just jolly well not meet at all for the rest of our lives. bye bye to cheapo gang. we have mentioned this threat, and we're not afraid to make it happen (quoting cka: i dont need a man to make it happen~ i get up and do my thang~).

ok. i dont remember anymore DONTs, so i shall start on my DOs.

DOs:

1. Do reply SMSes and emails. because, why the hell would we message you guys if it's nothing important? kindly acknowledge our message whenever we mass send important stuff, unless it's stated clearly that you dont have to reply, or contains stuff like, "i think i am fat, am i???" those, you dont need to reply. while you guys only have to reply 1 message to us, we have to message to 9 other people. you think we like to waste our energy & SMS messaging people who have 99.9% chance not replying. seriously, the next time that happens, we can just jolly well delete your contact and you can just forget about receiving updates in future. just dont blame us when you feel left out. or maybe not, since we are not your only group of friends.

2. Do try to contribute in event planning. Refer to DONT #4. maybe we should come up with a roster so that everybody can take turns going through hell.

3. Do speak up when you are feeling unhappy. best if it's at the "crime scene", but you find it hard to trash things out, do it at home via email or something, like sie. so, everyone, pat on the back for sie for having the courage to do so! from experience, all this pent up anger can result in very negative energy towards a person. HAHA! i know, cause i am the negativity guru. at least this way, we dont have to keep guessing why you are unhappy all of a sudden, and those whom our anger are being targetted at will think that their disapproving behaviour, however petty it may be, is fine with us. but no, it is not! hence, bitch fit occurs. so ya, bottom line is to speak up! we are mature adults. surely it's fine to receive a bit of criticism now and then.
butithinkthere'schancethatiwillboxanyonewhotriestodosoHAHAHAAHA!

...

ok there is no DO #4 because it freaking late and my brain is turning to mush. so that's all for now!

SHENG JIAN BAO!

2008-07-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK!

shall blog properly later...

i have something more impt to blog abt now...

quoted from my convo with bab:
THIS IS SUPER NICE I CRAVE IT NOW
sheng jian bao is like
abit like xiao long bao but they jian it and without the soup
but still will have a bit of the tang zhi
very moist
and the skin is not like bao skin
is more like dumpling skin OMGGOOOSEEE DROOLING!

last for one!

2008-06-15T23:07:00.004+08:00

couldnt find the original poster, so here's two different versions i found online HAHA!

things were real happening at the Spin Odyssey performance, at least to me!
it was quite funny, with the random boko dances, manhunt show, apple throwing, and the very heartwarming moments between the kid and zero-nine. HAHAHA
yes, i found out that the hot dude's stage name is zero-nine. forgot his real name. shin something something. HAHAHAH!
he is so freakin hot. scroll down and you'll know what i mean.
anyway the show was really good! i want to go watch last for one's performances again!
i wanna catch the bboy and ballet one too! but no money siol!

hot guy aka zero-nine.
note that uhljjang angle. i bet he's an avid camwhore. HAHAHA!
and no, i didnt think that he is hot, cus he's the only one without anything under the blazer, although, of cus, the hot bod is definitely a bonus! XD
and and! he's an 85-er~! got chance got chance!

an another picture with the some of the crew! the dude behind us, is damn cute as the kid. he even dances the famous 'so hot' moves, and reminds me and cheryl of junsu when he's all dressed up. HAHAHA!

after the show, we had a sleepover at sham's house, somewhat of a cg sleepover, and we played monopoly all night.
ok not exactly, we played til 4. and i lost terribly. if not for the fact that sham and sie are quite rich, i prob would have gone bankrupt. HAHAH!
after that we slept, and i nearly froze to death. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so i actually went to sleep in the hall instead. cheryl also LOL!
we should do one with full attendance some day!

하늘 주신 의 선물

2008-06-05T01:10:00.003+08:00

my favourite scene from the drama, 3 papa 1 mama!!!

click for bigger image

하선 아!!!!
oh ha seon, why are you soooooo cute!
i hope my baby, if any, turns out to be just as cute! omgoose.

AND!

I AM GOING TO TAIWAN!

according to xiaolong's weighing scale...

2008-06-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

i am

52+2=54kg

because her weighing scale is a cheat and wants us to have the illusion that we are 2kg lighter than what we actually are.

i reckon that i am probably the heaviest girl in cg.

even sel, with her boobs and all, is lighter than me.

and it's not like i have got a pair of g-cup boobs or that huge an ass, although it is a well-known fact that it isnt small.

so why?

heavy bones, you say? well, maybe.

its all the fats in you, perhaps? very likely.

but what's up with all the obsession about being stick-thin?

why is it that everyone aspires to as skinny as that skeleton hanging in my closet.

oh.. erm, i mean.....

anyway, why?

everyone, from toddlers, to tweens, to even my mom, your mom and their moms, has that warped mindset whereby skinny is pretty.

i wonder how it has evolved to the way it is now.

i think its about time when we return to the era where chubby can be just as hot, as seen in the likes of marilyn monroe, xiao tian tian, and even yang gui fei.

yes, yang gui fei.

i guess that i am at the stage of pms where i cant be bothered with my fats.

it will probably pass real soon, and i may be obsessed with trying to diet, AGAIN.

oh well.

cant get to sleep yet

2008-05-21T02:19:00.002+08:00

that's why i am actually doing this quiz thing.
if not i probably would have pretended that i didnt see it on gen's blog HAHA

1) At what age do you wish to be married?
erm, i actually dont mind marrying early, like 24 onwards, cus i wanna be a young, and if possible, hot mama.

BUT! dont even have BOYFRIEND HOW TO THINK OF MARRIAGE! T_T

2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
i dont know? i think we are all too princess-y to survive on deserted island, and may just die from all the bitch fits or something.

so, for this question, i really gotta think long and hard.

maybe i'll get back to this when i actually thought of someone. AHAHHA

3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?
KOREA! like you dont already know!

4) If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
world peace??? HAH!

but seriously, i want all the nonsense/misfortunes that is happening right now to stop.

cus it's getting quite scary.

5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
nah. try telling everyone that money is not important, and they'll most likely roll their eyes at you.

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
my hair. AHHAHA!

actually, my freedom.

7) If you win $1 Million, what would you do?
save some, donate some, bring my family to europe, cus you'll need quite a lot to go there, go paris, go korea, learn dance, shop, go taiwan, go everywhere i wanna go, pay for my school fees.

8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
nah, i'm too shy, i'm afraid of rejections, and i'm too wierd.

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
gen - she's always damn hyper, she's smart, and she's too hyper for her own good. LOL!

10) What is your dream GIRL/BOY?
donghae? HAHAHAH although he got childish tendencies, and if only he's taller. HAHA!
actually there's too many to name all.
OH! i remember! ALEX! he can sing, is blurdy romantic, and can hella cook!

as for my dream girl.... HAHAHAHAAHH!

11) What kind of person do you hate the most?
irritating people who probes too much, irresponsible liars and people who dont reply messages. DAMN BLURDY IRRINOYING!

oh! and people who actually thinks that they know me that well, but actually don't.

12) If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
yes, why not?

13) Unconditional Love, what does it means to you?
family?

14) Any wisdom to share with your readers?
hi?

15) If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place or fight?
i'll probably be dead even before i had a chance to move.

can't run to save my own life.

16) If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

everything. i find myself quite detestable and terrible sometimes.
tsk, lina, tsk.

17) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
i don't exactly share alot of myself with others, i realised.

i'm too hypocritical.

i just bitch alot about other people.

18) What's your weakest point?
food?

19) Think of the person who tagged you
oh, ok.... i'm thinking...

20) What is the one thing you regret most?
not studying harder, despite having the brains to do so.

come on, bummers! i know you wanna do this quiz too!

randoms

2008-05-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

how certain can one be about their relationships with the people around them?

who knows, maybe one day, you could just turn into one of those people whom their friends remembers out of the blue and go,

"oh! her! i used to hang out with her for a while, and we actually used to be really close! i wonder what happened to her now"

***

work was quite terror today.

the crowd never stopped coming, and the queue was the longest i've ever seen since i worked at 4d magix.

and i guess getting blamed for things that you didnt do/tried to make right is just part and parcel of all service jobs.

those bitches.

on the other hand, time passed quite quickly.

and i am glad it's almost pay day.

i am looking forward to the trip at the end of june, be it bangkok or taiwan.

although i am leaning towards bangkok.

cus as much as i love to go to taiwan, i've thought through it and realised that i dont have that much of a budget as i thought i would.

oh well. as long as i get on a plane, anywhere is fine.

***

oh, i think we all should try to do a part for the china earthquake thing.

at least i was thinking that maybe i should donate some money, albeit a tiny amount.

cus i was watching the news just now, and i actually teared from looking at all the footages.

i would love to donate to the myanmar one too, but i dont quite get why the junta or whatever are not really open to foreigners going in to help until like recently.

tsk. annoying people.

my yong yong~

2008-05-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

hi all. yet another very very very random post, but i guess that's what happens when people like me have too much time and nothing important to do.

so, i've decided to do this tribute post to jiyong, the amazing leader of big bang on my way to work today, cus i guess i was too bored, and my mind just happened to wander to a random coffee prince parody, and their song was playing on my mp3.

why him, you ask?

well, cus i think he's incredibly talented.

and i bet he's already earning tons of money.

introducing jiyong aka g-dragon, proud leader of hip-hop boyband Big Bang.

at just 20 years old, when some of us are bumming around like nobody's business, he's already writing hit songs, producing albums that sells like hotcakes, performed at numerous concerts in asia and the states, and performed with some of biggest names in the korean entertainment industry.

at this age, he's already in charge of producing the album of an upcoming girlband from YG Ent (also his management company).

having trained since his pre-teens, he is a great performer. but he doesn't hog the limelight, instead, creating chances for his bandmates to perform, when he could have gave himself most of the singing parts in the songs that he wrote.

i guess that's what a good leader does, and i wish i have even 0.1% of his talents, be it in terms of performance or production.
g-d: i know. dont you?

anyway...

guess who?

it's my yong yong! HAHAHA!
i guess i forgot to mention that he makes a mean girl/gay/drag. HAHAHA!

credits: soompi & friends

mix-style, my style

2008-05-10T22:51:00.005+08:00

hi all. random post, but i've decided that maybe i should get the mix-style stereo headphone next month, after i get my pay, if my predicted pay tallies with the actual amount. yes, that's what i usually do, plan what i want to buy way ahead, even before i actually get the money.

pretty, aint it?
it cost about $70, but i guess its an ok price for a headphone that has to be shipped over?
but in case any one of u guys sees it around in singapore at a cheaper price, PLS lemme know ya?

yaw! check it!

credits: yesasia & soompi

random msges of the day

2008-05-07T01:42:00.003+08:00

lina to cheryl:

... wah albino pythons cost a few tens of thousands! omg but very pretty!

cheryl to lina:

haha after the movie anaconda, i dont like snakes. got nightmares ok! HAHA!

***

lina says:
anyway education with lina tonight sounds like a good segment
permanent participant = cheryl

cheryl says:
WTHECKKKKKKKK~
dont think i wont track back on that convo hor!

***

cheryl says:
today i choked on a fry leh
the sharp end somemore
im thinking if i go doc, i explain because i choke on a fry, he will laughing me.....

lina says:
go tell the doc
the french fry poke me
HAHAAHAH

***

dont worry ppl i am not emoing.

i am sure cheryl can vouch for me on that.

dont anyhow frame me up HAHAHAH!

ACDC OWNS! B)

2008-05-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

dont you think that singapore have been unnaturally bright recently?
it's as if we're in a snow globe, and a light is being shone directly on us or something.
cus the colour of the sky, from my point of view, is this deep blue colour, almost like the colour of the wall in my room, a colour that is not supposed to give out this intensity of light and heat.
i mean, even the concrete floor at my estate is reflecting light off like nobody's business and blinding me when i lower my head.
so, maybe one day, when the big guy up there decides that it's time to make some changes to this pretty lil snow globe, he'll give it a good shake and bring some chaos to that pretty lil landscape in the snow globe.
i guess it wont take long before the end of the world arrives.
probably before the predicted 2050 or whatever year that it.

ANYWAY, ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.

DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER MOOSE FROM STEP UP 2?
Apparently, Adam aka MOOSE, the director of STEP UP 2 - Jon M. Chu & their crew ACDC challenged Miley Cyrus & bestie Mandy to an online dance battle.

*Click here for The Challenge by ACDC

*And the M&M's responded. Featuring Channing Tatum from Step Up

*And ACDD responded again with yet another challenge!
Featuring Amanda Bynes, Lindsay Lohan, Chris Brown <3, Robert Hoffman <3 & Briana Evigan from Step Up 2, Diana Ross, etc.

the last video is totally <<<<<<33333333333333
ACDC totally OWNS! 8D

dear mr K...

2008-04-23T00:19:00.003+08:00

dear mr K...

why did you leave me?
i had been kind to you.
i've treated you well.
i actually forked out $5 just to have you in my arms (hands).
how could you leave me just like that, disappearing without a trace.
do you know how heartbroken i am?
without you, my meals will be meaningless.
for with you, everything taste ever so tasty.
mr k, i want you.
mr k, i need you.
oh, come back to me, mr Kimchi....

ok sorry for the above. i just couldnt help but to dedicate a post to my lovely $5 tub of kimchi, which i hadnt had the chance to touch at all, cus i left it at ps mac. i only realised that after i reached home, like blurdy hell. HAHAH!

bangkok, anyone?

2008-04-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

you know, my dad forwarded me this sms from aunty alice (which i dont know if i should forward, hence posting it here), and it says:
if you see a kid that you dont know knocking on your door in the middle of the night, do not open the door. it is the newest tatic used by robbers to target on residents living in hdb flats.
i wonder how true is that. but still, better be safe than sorry.

anyway, bangkok in june. anyone interested??? altho it will be hot like heck.
cus the last i heard, the offer is $300 for 4d3n, which i think is quite reasonable. and now that i am actually earning abit of money, i decided that if i have company, i can go before i start school!
LEMME KNOW, PEOPLE!

of boobs, bulges and random thoughts

2008-04-16T23:12:00.005+08:00

there's been alot of talks on boobs and bulges recently.
cka's constant urges to punch ma boobs, our constant teasing of his blurdy tight white skinnies and his show of manliness, sel's firm b _ _ bs, the double-B ranking in cheapo gang, etc. HAHA!
we should stop soon, before it turns into a permanent topic. lol.

taboo is now our favourite pastime, ever since we found it at settler's where we celebrated tong's big two-oh.
yongsheng could actually consider bringing his brand new set (singapore edition, no less) whenever there's a cheapo outing. HAHAH!
cus time really flies when we attempt to thrash the opposite gender/group. NOT LIKE THERE'S A PRIZE IF WE WIN. we just seek pleasure in cheap thrills.

got a new job at 4DMagix at sentosa as an attraction host. first day at work wasnt too bad!
recently i've been taking up odd jobs alot, so i can earn whatever i can. so, as of now, i have, like, 3 or 4 bosses.
sometimes you wish these jobs are of longer hours, so that you can earn more. especially when such jobs are quite slack.

dragon, i didnt expand your shoes. HAHA!
i know this sounds like a really bad excuse, but i swear that it was already lose when i wore it last night.
i swear ~~~

bab, you seemed happier these few days, as compared to a period when you were quite down.
keep it up! *inserts giant muppet smiley*

sel, good luck in filling up that empty week in may. HAHA!
and your love life or whatever.
money money come to us bummers. come come faster come.
money money we need you. money money come to us.
wow look! my very first poem!

zel! we should try to meet up a bit more to talk more and so that you can update me on mr tablo and stuff. HAHAHA!

gen, we havent really communicated properly in what seems like forever. let's meet up soon! and no, it's not because the end of my teen years is nearing.

yog, continue having fun in all those bird talk and stuff.
hahahaha ok i know you can so tell i dont know what to say.
oh! good to see that you are not so emo emo recently, or at least i dont know when you are emo-ing, so i shall just take it that emo-sessions did not happen.

tong, go see a doc for your chest pains or whatever. i think maybe your boobs are growing, that's why. HA!

cka, please do continue wearing that freaking white skinnies of yours. i will try not to tease you about your you-know-what. LOL!

peedah, let's join forces and make cheaponess a national exercise, or whatever that was supposed to be known as (think along courtesy campaign). together, we shall help singaporeans get over the whole price hike nonsense. that way, adults around me will stop complaining.

janice, you should be back from korea now. i am expecting presents. HAHA! no, i dont want kimchi or park myung soo socks. he's married i dont want him on my feet.

to people in school. i know i dont really take the initiative to contact you guys, not even online, but those who know me well enough will know what i am like. i hope this wont result in us losing touch with each other in future. hopefully we will really go out soon, after eunice's bangkok trip.

sham aka yongsheng, although we've only been friends for, like, a day, but, erm, nice to meet you.
WHOO~~~

lemme sign off with this picture that i quite like.
giordano kids should really get all of us to endorse the brand.
i think we're really just what they're looking for.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v362/mIckYmInNiE/mOi/09-04-08_2327-1.jpg" border="0" />
and also this picture, which i accidentally created while editing the above.

so long!
ANNYONG~~~

*dances to sonyeoshidae*
YEAH~!

changes

2008-04-04T03:07:00.004+08:00

hahahaha i finally changed my blogskin after a gazillion years.
and guess what!
mr kim jaejoong makes a special cameo on my blog!
just in case you guys were thinking, "oh what a fangirl!", i didnt choose the skin cus of him.
it just so happened that i realised that he's part of the blogskin after i have decided to use it.
HAHAH! the whole layout is so cute it makes me feel as if i have a real journal! BAHAHAHA!

clueless

2008-04-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

i realised that i dont know what's going on around me.
i dont even really remember how my time was past the last week.
but these days, i've thought about it, and have decided to take a new approach to people and things around me.
as much as i probably want to know, i've decided to be nonchalant and not pry about everyone else's life.
if they want to, they'll tell me what's going on, lest they find me annoying if i were to ask.
if not, i will just be that ignorant girl that i am, and continue bumming around, or not.

lately, i dont think i have done much stuff, at least not that i remember of.
working a little here and there, but not enough to let me support myself, so i still have to depend on my dad.
i need to quit bumming around and get myself hired for a proper job.
if not, i'll have to go study full-time, and frankly speaking, i am not really feeling it.
then again, maybe i want to study part-time just cus the rest are doing so.
oh well, i still got time to think about how i want my future to be like.
how i wish i could go back to my secondary school days. all those carefree days. booooo.

also, i havent been spending much time with people from school since after dip show ended.
sometimes, it's not that i dont want to, but it just so happened that i already had plans made before i was inform of the outings.
so when people get irritated that i cannot make it for outings, i become irritated too, because i get the feeling that they feel that i was deliberating making myself unavailable.
but i'm sure you all know deep down that it isnt so, and that i am entitled to hanging out with other ppl as well.
anyway, read this with an open mind. i am just speaking my mind, whether anyone like it or not.

that's it for now.
ciao.

pissy

2008-03-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i last ranted.
so i shall have a semi-rant post today.

why am i feeling so pissy recently?
could be pms. highly possible.
cause i tend to get irritated by people very easily, whether they meant to do that or not.
mainly cause i feel that they are being sarcastic/dissy/being pissy themselves, which in turn affects me in some way and makes me pissy.

i've decided to just stick to my part-time 2.5yrs at EASB and get a degree in tourism. no more changes.
and i hope i get the luge job, nvm that the pay is average, as compared to those office jobs.
cause i think that if i were to venture into tourism, i should have something related on my resume.
having just b&j and moshimoshi doesnt exactly makes my resume look good, as compared to like, sel's and sie, who have sentosa, or tong, with some travel agency, and yog, who is attached to the bird park.
besides, that's where my interest lies. and i need to build up on my interpersonal skills.

i know that it's a waste of my moi degree to go do such jobs, but i dont really care.
i guess the passion for media-related work isnt really there anymore, at least for now.

and hopefully the cheapo gang trip will happen, and turn out to be a great one.
i hope i am not still pissy then.

"life sucks" -xxx
HAH!

on the bright side, my parents are back from genting.
i've missed them.
and for once, they got me something that i will appreciate.
KUNGFU DUNK DVD!
orignal msia version i guess.
good, cause i've been dying to watch it. and almost went to rent it. HAHAHA thank god i didnt.
and my mom got a pair of pumps which i think are hot, something that hasnt happened for a very long time. HAHA!
too bad her feet are smaller. tsk!

bye now. i hope i turn less pissy soon!

HAHAHAHA STUPID RETARD!

2008-03-12T13:12:00.004+08:00

hahahah i think i am such a big stupid retard.

now i know why i kept thinking that i have to study 1.5yrs at EASB to get a degree, whereas everyone kept telling me that i have to do a 3yr course.

apparently, i didnt read, and i kept thinking that each level (or year) would take me only half a yr to complete.

so 3 levels = 3 x 1/2yr = 1.5yr.

3 cheers to my intelligence, or the lack of it.

come to think of it, by the time i complete my studies, i will be freakin 23yrs old.

23yrs OLD!

and by the time i go to korea, if i get to go, i will be an old hag. T_T

okiknowthatisnotthepointbutstill...

a classic bimbo answer

2008-03-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

lina said:
hey i ask u
what is the diff between degree in tourism management and degree in hospi & tourism management
selina says:
LOL
one is tourism only
one is hospi and tourism
thats it
HAHAHAHA
lina says:
wah lao! yours is classic bing bao (bimbo) answer!

now we know why i am the way i am sometimes. HAHAHAH!

SERIOUSLY, WHY?

2008-02-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

after a very long hiatus, i'm back.

and i shall start by posting some very adorable, lovable pictures.

look at that smile!

whooo! popeye, not!

eunice said that this is a gillian-pose, but i think it's more of a cecilia-pose.

OF CAUSE! it wasnt meant to be like that... it's supposed to be the kid sinking into the very soft bean bag like a puddle.

look at that doll!

and look how coy that smile is. HAHAH!

cause seriously, i dont know why this kid is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!

LIKE HOMGOOSE WHY SO ADORABLE!?!?!?!?!

yes yes, people, it's me.

AND NO IT WASNT PHOTOSHOPPED! I AM QUITE A GIRLY GIRL, OK!

and i seriously think that i was quite cute. still is, but not as much as when i was a kid. HAHAHAH!

and i was looking through my pictures, and i saw this.

i think long hair makes me look extra feminine.

oh, the wonders of hair!

SWLN WIN HANDS DOWN!

2008-02-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

ok! enough of moping around over my helmet.

just dont laugh at me when you see me in school.

LAUGH AND DIE! DIE I SAY!

and dont say that i look like yoochun! this is the ONE time i dont wanna look like him!

ok.

so here's the newest rough draft of the SWLN poster that i designed. HAHAHA!

THE SWLN PROMO POSTER.

our album, if any, will be a sell out, cause i will be the main selling point. HAHAAH! the rest are like, side dishes only.

BAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and it is only in times like this that i wanna resemble the loser boys.

ok.the one loser yoo and trying-to-be-funny-but-not-funny su.

and obviously, WE WIN.

AND WE WIN AGAIN!

ok ciao!

GIVE IT ALL BACK TO ME!

2008-02-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

why that sulky face, you ask.

well.......

JUST FREAKING LOOK AT MY HAIR!
it's all the works of karma.

you see.

yesterday, cheryl showed me yoochun's new hair

and we were like laughing our asses off.
and i was telling her that i will use his picture as reference for the hairstylist.
AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED!

NOW I LOOK LIKE ANOTHER BEATLE WANNABE, LIKE MR PARK YOOYOO.
sorry sexy, didnt mean to diss.

OR SOME KOREAN BOYS, LIKE SEUNGJUN OR TAEHOON.

not that it's a bad thing.
OK. WHO AM I KIDDING. THEY ARE WAY CUTER.

XIAOLONG EVEN SAID THAT MY SULKY PICTURE REMINDS HER OF A LOSERISH KOREAN KID.

BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEANT.
NOW I AM TRULY A SEXY BOY!
ANDWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and! i think this is a case of 'THE REVENGE OF THE FRINGE'.
i think maybe my hair kinda looked like when i just cut my hair short, only that i dont remember. and that i am too used to my shen ruo he/yi sheng xue hair which i loved to death.
but the problem is, today on the way to the salon, the stupid fringe poked my eyes, and it was veh painful, so i cut it for revenge.
booooooooooo! turns out that the joke is on me!
i almost wanted to force all of cheapo gang to go cut my hair.

give me back my hair!

i wanna be able to fight with boonlong when he ties his little pony tail again!

i wanna have my hair like yunho's, so that i can tie the little pony tail if i want to!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

on the happier note, nobody bothered abt my harddisk, cus i guess it wasnt very conspicuous to start with. YEAH!

STABS SELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

2008-02-03T02:38:00.000+08:00

I THOUGHT TO STAB MYSELF 300X WITH A BLUNT PENCIL!
i actually left my harddisk in school!
bloody crap!
and the problem is that i dont really remember where i left it!
i think it's at the com that ben was using.
i hope it's there!
i pray that it is still there when ben/boon goes to school on monday morning.
PLEASE LET IT BE THERE!!!!
all my videos!!!!!!!

and omgoose there is some wierd drilling/humming sound with has some sort of a wierd tune! AT THIS TIME OF THE NIGHT! it started, stopped, and started again!
omg i shall go sleep with my mom!

20 missed calls?

2008-01-30T01:43:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA ok here's something that happened to xiaolong.
this is gonna be a long post, but just read it.

just an hour or two ago, some asshole prank-called her.
and it's like, the moment you hit the answer key, the person will hang up.
so she freaked and just left it to ring, thinking that it will go away.
but it didnt.
she then decided to off her phone, but the moment she on it (her phone cannot be off-ed for the alarm to work), the prank calls start coming in again.
shaking, she came to me for help. by pouring out her fears to me online.
HAHAHA.
and being the loyal friend i am, i told her to divert the call to me, and that i will scold the person for her.
and true enough, a while after she did that, i got the call.
i answered, and the line went dead after a sec.
so the 2nd time it rang, i timed myself so that i can quickly answer and managed a 'fuck you' before the line went dead.
but still, it wont stop, so i just left it to ring. twice.
and it finally stopped.
and i told her what happened.
by then she was like, crying already.
then after a while, the call came again. and i ignored again.
turns out that it was xiaolong herself, cus her home number is private, and so was the loserish prankster.
and while she was crying on the phone to me, i was blurdy laughing like some mad hyena, cus i think she is damn retarded. HAHAHA
after she had somewhat calmed down, she decided to go tell her parents, who were asleep.
her dad ignored her. HAHAHH!
thank god her mom woke up due to her crying, and managed to comfort her.

and this is where the best parts come in.

after she calmed down, she kinda confessed to some stuff.

xiaolong says:
okay my hands are reallly cramp and trembling
it;s like the same where i had my depression and i cried like mad and i couldnt type properly rmb?
i nudge my dad but he rolled away
i shall on my phone one more time
if really still have im blasting my lungs out till my parents wake up
oui niao me
if not i more scared

xiaolong says:
mummy woke up because of my cries!
yayyy!
i can type normally now
wah but just now i cant believe how badly i was trembling. i even wear my fuo zhu can
*she wears her two fuozhu everytime she feels uneasy, cus she will feel like she's surrounded by holy light whenever she do that*

xiaolong says:
my mummy ask me why i cry, say nothing to be afraid cos the prank calls just wanna scare me. And im like...because i scared it's ...you know! not human! and she just BOL-ed and call me siao. I think she also dunno what to say. she's like "aiyo this ah...you siao. I mean...siao lah"
lina says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
REALLY IS SIAO LAH!
think too much
u think they too free meh
and somemore u didnt watch one missed call what
and yours is 15 missed call
xiaolong says:
who knows! cos they really veh zhun what! once i on my phone then they call le
like omg
yah, i was thinking of one miss call can
i think more than that le
i think like 20 or 30 can
bah
but i turn off and on like 2 -3 times
and then why they so zhun 1sec then switch off le
omg if this is some prank show
like candid camera
i will blurdy just sue the company!
and make sure they dont publish my crying sight
lina says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH
i think if candid
your parents will be involved..........
maybe that's why richard gor (that's what we call xiaolong's dad) nv care u
HAHAH
then maybe they tap into your phone
so they will know that i keep laughing at u
HAHAHAHA
xiaolong says:
HHAHAHA then everyone will anti you lah
you know i was thinking something damn funny just now
but it was not funny, given how scared i was just now lah
lina says:
.........
xiaolong says:
omg where you !
lina says:
you called me issit?
xiaolong says:
no lah~ you din see what i wrote?
cos you neh reply
scared me
my current state is a weak heart k
lina says:
what did joo write
xiaolong says:
you know i was thinking something damn funny just now
but it was not funny, given how scared i was just now lah
but now i think , it's quite funny
cos when i divert the call to you, i was actually quite scared that you might die or something
maybe like suppose to i die
but you die
i was so scared okay
lina says:
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
xiaolong says:
DONT LAUGH. it's really scary okay. i din tell you on the phone cos i was too scared to even talk about it
and somemore once i finished typing that on msn, you din reply me for like 15 mins.

xiaolong says:
im thinking whether to blog about this ordeal
it's quite worthy to be mentioned, but like veh loser in a way
lina says:
just blog
i wanna laugh at your loserness
xiaolong says:
you were really damn evil lah
it seems like you really like seeing me cry
like wtffffff i hate joo
lina says:
usually u cry over stupid stuff
and who knows
maybe u were veh smug that i dumbly offered to hav the call diverted to me
like YES NOW I WONT DIE
xiaolong says:
HAHAHAHAH no lor! I was quite worried okay!
and okay
it sounds funny now that im saying it
but when i called you
lina says:
u wanna check that i am not dead
ISSITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
xiaolong says:
the connection was like not veh good. keep having like pauses
then i thought you got cut off. like someone went to kill you
yesssss.
the connection kinda suck
i think it's your phone
but yes. SEE HOW NICE OF A FRIEND I AM! TO WORRY ABOUT YOU LEH!!!!!!!!
not like someone who laughs SO DAMN LOUD when im crying and trembling
lina says:
no its your phone
cus ITS CURSED!
HAHAHA
omg dont cry
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAH

xiaolong says:
i think i shall not blog about it
what if whoever is prank calling me sees it and gets smugged?!
or someone else decides to prankcall me because im so easy to scare!
i cannot take the risk
lina says:
i will post if u dont!
HAHAHA
xiaolong says:
HAHAHAHA wtf
then prs tell them to call you instead
CANNOT YOU CANNOT BLOG
YOU WILL MAKE ME SOUND DAMN LOSERISH

lina says:
ok i finally finished blogging
i shall go format it abit
then u can see your dumbness
xiaolong says:
HAHAHAAH omg you really is veh the ass
if not for the fact that you could have died by asking me to divert calls to you
i would probably have stabbed you right now

so now, you know why i am the way i am.
cus i have people like that or worse than that around me.
HAHAHAHHA!

BABY PICTURES!

2008-01-28T02:50:00.000+08:00

bored and refusing to sleep, i went to soompi!

and i chanced upon some celebrity baby pictures!

so let's all play guess-who and try to guess who's who!

my favourite slayer!

what a heartthrob!

see how hotness starts from childhood?

oh so cute ET girl!! i guess this one is easy, since she looks the same!

note that bad boy smirk. HAHA! very charming!

mickey mouse club mouseketeer aka hot mama No. 1!

mickey mouse club mouseketeer aka hot mama No. 2!

TAM TAM TAM

ok that was my best attempt at drumroll

here's the answer!

Sarah Michelle Gellar

Leonardo Di-Caprio

Keanu Reeves

Drew Barrymore

George Clooney

Christina Aguilera

Britney Spears

Credits: eatliver

and here's some bonus pictures of the cutest scientologist on earth!

SURI!

shall try to look for picture of that hottie baby of gwen stefani's some day!

Dont Ton

2008-01-12T01:46:00.001+08:00

my first ever self composition that i remember of!

this is for swln's collab with super junior for a campaign to educate the youth.

sing it to the tune of don't don!

Don't Ton

DONT TON, IT's already past eleven.
if you are under 17
police will check.... CHECK YOUR IC!

i think sm will be impressed. LOL!

frogs, suns and teletubbies.

2008-01-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

i was using this yoofrog picture (you'll see it later) as my dp.
and tong was like:

tong: LMAO!
me: that's not me, just so you know.
tong: i thought it's you! i mean...
me: it's retarded.
tong: ya, it looked like something you would do.

look cheryl! even tong thought that was me. face it, i remind people of yoochun, sometimes. HAHAH!
anyway, that inspired me to go photoshop my face into it.
and while i was at it, i went to ps some other ppl into it as well!

first, we have the fabulous me! HAHAH!

see the resemblance?

i love kim's set of pictures, especially the kid one!

QOO~~~

xiaolong

tong. look at his selfcams! HAHAHA!

the ever glam selina

hazel

sunshine boy yog es!

janice

yingo

lastly, here are some cute nominees for the teletubbies' sun should the present one quit.

2007 이젠 안녕!

2007-12-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

once again, its the end of yet another year.
and somehow, new year's eve seems to be bustling with more life than usual.
there's more cars on the road, more people moving from place to place..
even the queue at the bubble tea stall at rivervale mall is exceptionally long today.

and this year, a few of us are just gonna stay home and perhaps countdown and hug ourselves at midnight.
why? because we are coll. that's why we are in the coll gang. HA!
even my parents are hipper than me. they are both out partying already, hanging out with their friends.
but prease, i dont envy them cus i rather stay home and scream myself silly watching musicbank or something. HAHAH!

and i now have a new year resolution.
i shall start dieting, cus i have been stuffing myself silly with food recently.
i will:
- not snack
- not drink sweet stuff
- not eat after 10pm
- reduce my carbo intake
- try to eat vege
- drink more water

OH! today hazel and i were lamenting on our love life, or lack of it.

anyway. as mentioned, i am a very coll kid.
proof of collness.

because i have an equally coll style as jiyoung and gang, nvm in a cheapo way.

(this was taken at world of sports, where there's an amazing array of such caps for me to try to my fill)

see. i still look veh coll, despite looking like i am constipating.

and janice, who is just a lil less coll than me.

RECRUIT ME, YG! you know you want me!
or maybe JYP, nvm that you perform weird dances.
or better still, SM, just as long as you dont abuse me.
i promise to work very hard so that i can debut quickly!
the SWLNnies need me to pave the way to stardom for them!
i swear to abide by my resolution to diet and slim down (see above).
i really will.
i even stuck post-its reminding myself of the dos and donts all over my wall already.
take me in! buy one get 3 free. or if you dont want them, i can always be the bad guy and tell them so. HAHAHAHAH!
or if you want gag/cute, i can do it too!

see! as inspired by the dongbangers. no prizes for guessing who's who.

okok. bye!

see you necks ~~week~~ year.

Feliz Navidad

2007-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas, yall!

feliz navidad
feliz navidad
feliz navidad
propero ano y felicidad

DIE FYP DIE!

2007-12-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

FYP IS ONE BIG F___ING HEADACHE!
WAI MUSH WII HAB EFF-WAI-PEE?!?!?!!?
DIE FYP DIE! KEELS JOO!
AND CASTING IS A PIECE OF SHIET.
I OUGHT TO KICK MYSELF IN THE BUTT FOR PROCRASTINATING. BOO!

ok enough of nonsense. there's so much happening right now that i dont know where to start. maybe after i found my cast then i will come and blog properly. too stressed to think right now.

Dancing Elves!

2007-11-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! Check this out people!

Dancing Elves!

watch as Janice, Jaejoong, Junsu & Youngsaeng attempts to be dancing elves!
freaking hilarious!

you mean penguins can't fly?!

2007-11-17T01:23:00.000+08:00

QN: I hope the penguins fly out and peck you.
what is wrong with this sentence?

Gen: hahahaha!
Me: penguins cannot fly leh.
Gen: OH! i didn't realise.

Cheryl: why bird park got penguin? it's the zoo lah!
Me: penguin is a bird u goon! and i bet u dont know what's wrong with the sentence right?
Cheryl: WAAAIT! penguins cannot fly out! they are kept in enclosed area! NOT VEH SMART!
Me: CHEY! i thought u became smart! then your last sentence killed your smartness.

Janice: missing the word 'will'?
Me: HAHAAHAH u not veh smart.

Hweisie: HAHAHA as much as i want them to fly out but not peck me, they are behind glass.
Me: u also not very smart.
Hweisie: THEY CAN FLY! LOL! THEY CANNOT FLY! i wanted to reply you uh...penguines cant fly, but i decided to not waste my sms to educate a bimbo. HAHAHHAA.
Me: *inserts Cheryl's portion*
Hweisie: i thought at first why she so smart, know that penguins cannot fly. i think even they fly, they cant fly too high. they so fat and stupid. LOL!
Me: they cannot fly lah! so fat!

Yennying: -__- penguin dont fly?

this proves one thing. only ying and i are the smarter people around.
*pulls poppers, blows whistles and pops champagne*
i dont mean to sound like a smug bitch, but i have to thank Aiyoyo for all these smartness.
although watching all those education videos and having all those knowledge doesnt really come in handy when i really see those penguins.

i remember when i was like 4, i went to the zoo, and the penguins' enclosure thingy are like open, so my parents made me and my brother stand in front for pictures, and i BURST out in tears, cause i was afraid that the penguins will fly out and peck me. T_T it was scary ok! and i was only 4. that is forgivable.
i still have pictures to prove that such incident happened. how embarrassing, but i will post it up if i get to!

ps. cheryl, i didnt mean to emphasize on your dumbness ok! but i have to share with everyone yet another episode of your 'humour'. HA!

BRAIDS!

2007-11-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

besides shopping and eating, i have one other very important thing to do when i go to thailand.

that is to have my entire head of dry brittle hair braided!

just like eric!

and alicia keys!

or like these people!

i am leaning towards doing it like this! many hots right?

WHOO!

but i'll have to wait until march 08 at least..... PHFFT!

-_-

2007-11-12T16:56:00.000+08:00

that is just so lame, with a capital L.
and stupid. very.

seeing double?

2007-11-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

sorry i just couldn't resist. HAHAHAH!

蕭大侠 & 老許! <3

2007-11-10T03:51:00.000+08:00

ok, i know it's past 4am, and i know it's bad for my health, but you know, time flies when you are doing or watching stuff you like, right?

so, what have i been up to?
nothing much.
done a little of my fyp stuff - nothing much done, really, which is really shit for me, cus submission of the LC is the coming week. omgoose!
besides that, i have been youtubing nonstop.

thank god for youtube, cus i've found new loves!

*insert many many <3*

here's my two favourite dudes from 星光幫!
introducing:

蕭敬騰

he reminds me of wang chuan yi and xiao gang from energy, not that zhou chuan xiong dude.

and the 1st picture reminds me of suju's NII winter photos.

and

許仁杰!

he's the 2nd dude.

they are seriously such freaking good singers.
omgoose! like really really good.

especially 蕭敬騰 that emo boy. HAHA!
so let's start with him first.

whoever would ever thought of doing like that?!
蕭敬騰: 會霍的請一起霍.

gosh, he's so cute singing this song!

pre-debut, sort of.

also, to see more of his cuteness, watch these videos too! i know sel would agree with me! hahah!
康熙來了 - 蕭敬騰史上最多話的一天
大小愛吃 - 蕭敬騰.黑蜘蛛害羞上菜

and please send me if you have his songs!

also, here's my other man.

許仁杰 - 不安靜的夜

good, huh? even sie is in love with this song! and xiaolong's mom thinks he's cute too!

to end this post, i shall post some old loves to show that they are not forgotten!

ok i shall go sleep now.
and i promise to sleep earlier tomorrow!

credits: google, heechul's cyworld and soompi.

Talk.Play.Love

2007-11-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

TALK.PLAY.LOVE

many hots!

credits: soompi

2007-11-05T00:25:00.001+08:00

i better start on my fyp. soon. like the coming day!

자짱면 Day!

2007-10-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

no school today, so by right, i should be planning my fyp stuff already.
but! i havent felt the urgency to do so. typical of me.
hence, i've decided to go ahead and try out the recipe for jajjangmyeon that i found on mykoreankitchen.com, something which i have put off doing for a while.

this is how it is supposed to look like.

and here's my version of the recipe!

doesnt look that bad, does it?
given that i have never really had jajjangmyeon, i thought what i cooked was quite yummy. it was a tad too salty though, and the potato wasnt really cooked enough. should have waited for it to boil more.
and i modified the recipe a little, cus i didnt wanna eat the cabbage and onions, so i omitted them. HAHAHA! and i added mushrooms and prawns, and used the prawn stock thingy in place of the water.
it was much more successful than my stupid puffins and tasteless jigae. hahahah! but i made too much and my mom wasnt very supportive. damn ass. HAHA!

친구 들! let's try cooking it again! pot luck style. i still got lots of 춘장 and noodles left! LOL! let's try cooking 떡복기 (however it's spelt) too!

and the B&J gathering wasnt what i expected it to be. but the food was yummy, and i got to meet people whom i havent seen for ages!
and! i got a few months supply of dove soap and shampoo etc. you can say that my mom was quite glad. LOL!

The Cheapo Spirit In Action... Once Again.

2007-10-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

i really need to do something to up my appeal to guys.
i dont wanna just attract CP kids! quite.... yuck.
at least Heeren kids are a cooler bunch... sometimes.

so, here's a scenario that happened today.
all thanks to cheryl's suggestion of sitting at the empty space next to the mrt, CP kids style. maybe they thought we were one of them. damn!

CP Kid: Hey, my friend wants your number.
BNY: *silence*
Me: *points to xiaolong* you ah?
XL: no lah, you.
Me: sorry, no.
CP Kid: why?
Me: i got boyfriend already. (obviously lying.... *BURST!* T_T)
CP Kid: hotmail then.
Me: no, i dont use hotmail.... *mumbles* i use gmail............
XL: she uses yahoo mail! (-_-)
CP Kid: msn lah.
Bap: we are older than you.
CP Kid: how old? 18, 19?
XL: we are 23.
CP Kid: my friend is also 23.
XL: *points to me* she's 25.
Me: *BURST OUT LAUGHING* ( i guess he's starting to think i am quite wierd already... )
CP Kid: give leh.
Me: No.
CP Kid: ok then, bye.
Me: bye.
XL: bye!
Me: study hard!
=5 minutes later=
CP Kids: bye.
BNY: *silence*
CP Kids: bye.
BNY: *silence*
CP Kids: bye.
BNY: *silence*
Me: *nods* STUDY HARD!
XL: get into a good poly.
Me: *to xiaolong* they are in poly already lah.
Bap: ya!
XL: oh ya! shiet. YAO HAO HAO DU SHU-T!
=3 minutes later=
Me: i should have told them that you guys are my kids. LOL! then if he ask why you guys look so old, i could have said that that's cause you guys are chao lao. LOL!
BY: -_-"

fyi.
CP = compass point
BNY = BapNaYoung
XL = XiaoLong
BY = BapYoung

anyway. here's another classic cheapo moment!
...
*edit*
ok. it wont load yet. i shall try again...
...
*edit*
WHY DOESNT MY PHOTOBUCKET UPLOAD THE DAMN VID!?!?!?!
...
*edit*

oh yeah! finally!

and here's some pictures from the MM10 photoshoot! many thanks to chua!

jj did a photoshopped version of this. i will post it up when i get it! very nice!

i was pointing at peiru! cute picture right? everyone were, like, posing. LOL!

special appearances by our photographer Chua! he's that hsu chun mei over there. LOL!

and a special tribute to the anti emo club, sadly without eunice.

i will post more when i get them, especially the solo ones!

i miss you!

2007-10-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

my dear cheapo friends.
it's been forever since we had a full attendance gathering.
when will be all be able to meet as a group, when everyone is fresh and energetic, and not drained from the strain of work and school? when will that sentosa/zoo/name-a-place trip ever gonna happen?

dear gen.
it's been ages since we last saw each other. i didnt even know how you did for your driving test until last night.
when are you coming over to sleepover? and when will our overseas shopping trip ever take place?

dear bighead aka peizhi.
we havent met since i started internship and you started school (that brief meeting where i passed you your presents doesnt count). when will we be able to work together again and do stuff that we should behind youknowwho's back?

dear lovely Holiday.
when will you come to me? i need you badly!

가수 이예요!

2007-10-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

hahahaha i am copying one of cheryl's posts, cus bapnayoung rarely has any nice pictures.

all we ever take are gag pictures! bad bad bad!

*bapnayoung takes proper pictures*
"gosh. this is hard!" - me
*bapnayoung takes gag pictures*
"we are so natural in these." - bap

"-_-" - bapnayoung

Jang Ri In

VS

vote for the most emo one.
instant elimination for bap. HAHA!

BoA

VS

"am i laughing or crying" - BoA

Jessica (So Nyeo Shi Dae)

VS

"me and my beloved tangs voucher!" - me
"me, my cleavage, and my beloved goldie (the goldfish)!" - Jessica

驚驚

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"大家好! 我是驚驚! 驚驚是我! 所以我是... 驚驚!!!" -驚驚

SHIT! WHY DO I STILL END UP WITH GAG PICTURES!?

the-cook-who-cant-bake-and-can-only-cook-a-limited-amount-of-food-majority-of-which-are-instant-stuff

2007-10-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MY 2nd FAVOURITE BIG HEAD!
(the 1st being this blue penguin soft toy, whose head and body you cant tell apart)
lovely picture isnt it? look at those cute muscle defectives (most ppl call those DIMPLES).

again, after ages of disappearance, i am back with a brief update of my life.

-played PARA PARA for the first time in my entire life some time the week before. prob will be the last. cus i attracted such a crowd (or not) when it was my turn. nothing to be proud about.

-bapnayoung went SOMEWHERE FURTHER THAN CP last fri. had krn food - gamja tang - and all that i liked about the meal were the panchans. cus the gamja tang just tasted like curry to me. cheryl say it wasnt like what she had in korea. oh well. and we shot various promos/mvs after that. LOL!

-went to tong's house to bake my STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE MUFFINS. in return, tong made some okinoyaki or whatever that is for us. not bad i reckon. but my muffins are quite a flop! it's like, according to various guinea pigs, huat kueh/pancake/pizza.

"taste good... if you are really hungry." - dad

"yeah. it's not that bad lah, although i am not sure if it's cooked or not" - me

"O_O!" - dad

but i gave some to big head anyway, cus it was meant for her. i just didnt count on it failing. but i saved her the agony of having to finish a dozen of it by giving her only 1/3 of the intended amount. and i got her a tub of Dreyers ice cream to compensate for it. LOL! at least the lunchbox was wrapped real nicely, if i say so myself. and she said it isnt that bad. HAHAH!

-watched the president's star charity (MUSICALS!) and found out that my dance teacher, clare, was from an all-girl group called the platinium from the DANCEFLOOR. i was so amazed! hahaha!

lastly, i conclude that i cant be the-baker-who-cooks. cus so far, all that i have tried hadnt exactly succeeded. my kimchi jigae was kinda bland, and my muffins tasted like pancakes. looks can be really decieving. so maybe, i can be the-cook-who-cant-bake-and-can-only-cook-a-limited-amount-of-food-majority-of-which-are-instant-stuff. at least i know that i have to wash my chicken before cooking it, very much unlike a certain dragon that i know. HAHAHA!

돈돈! 돈돈! 돈돈돈돈!

2007-09-23T14:57:00.000+08:00

I am so in love with Suju's 2nd jib.

I just keep hearing haeboy in every single song, it's almost as if my ears are playing tricks on me. i swear sm just wanna make sure that i listen to all the songs! but anyhow, many many loves!

kyu is back! he is finally back!

hankyung looks so cool now! reminds me of jaejoong! i kept seeing joongie boy when it's actually hankyung!

and Henry the violin wonder boy is just amazing. i wonder how the hell does he dance and play the damn violin at the same time? and he's a 89-er, taiwanese from the states. dang, those sm-ers are getting younger by the day. and he kinda reminds me of youngbae. LOL!

speaking of youngbae, i am so in love with bigbang's mini album. look at jiyoungie! he is so cute! and lovely little maknae riri! hahaha! disgusting petnames, i know. totally love keo jit mal, although the cheapo gang kinda ruined my initial impression of it. HA!

ok. enough of my spazz. here's some updates on my life.

shoot last sunday was cancelled. and i was informed about that the moment i stepped into the office. so i woke up 2hours earlier for heck. freaking 9am! what could i do? none of my friends would be awake and the shops are all closed! so i went to my cousin's, cus my gran happened to be there. and i watched curse of the golden flower. not bad not bad. the cinematography is a work of art.

then, because i got to take a day off if i have shoots on sundays, hence i applied for leave for monday. but the shoot was cancelled! i had that monday off anyway, cus the leave was approved already anyway. so i met up with xiaolong for klunch, then we went to vivo for haagen diaz, however you spell that. and we had plenty of photos taken. we are such camwhores.

fastforward to thurs, when i went for a shoot for the slingers promo. the slingers are all such cuties, especially people like shane macdonalds, michael wong, hayden allens, rod grizzard and mike helms. HAHAH! totally made my day. but i turned into a charcoal from those few days of shoot.

the next day, i followed adam for the shoot for the wakeboarding event at bedok reservior. again, plenty of eyecandy. i like! phillip soven is hot! and i am amazed by sasha and matthew christians. they are just secondary school kids, being 14 and 16 respectively, and they are professional wakeboarders representing singapore! and they have sponsors! that gave me the urge to go learn wakeboarding. LOL!

saturday! the day i always look forward to! as usual, dance was hella fun! and i bought kimchi!

finally, today. i will be trying my hand at cooking kimchi jigae. and i believe it will taste good. HAHAH!

so i shall go start on the preparation in a while.
shall sleep early tonight and crawl out of bed at 6am to catch musicbank! i hope it's the chuseok special!

full attendance by suju! all 13 of them plus henry!

Jaeboo will love meee more than I do.......

2007-09-23T03:18:00.000+08:00

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?

Hero Youngwoong JaeJoong
oh my gosh! i can't believe you got this hottie! He's such a hot hottie! He's so cute in glasses. Anywas, he might seem cold and shy at first but he'll warm up to you and treat you like his little princess.

Myspace Quiz

i am only posting this up, cus i like the result i got this time round.
i refuse to acknowledge the first one i got (yunho), cus i picked dancing as my favourite thing to do. how unfair. junsu dances too! why not put su to that option!? and i knew i wont get yoochun cus i dont like guys who cries watching movies and stuff like winning awards. like erm....... but ok chunnie i still love you. :3

2007-09-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog properly so i shall just post up a bunch of pictures.

During the making of Yog's bday vid

reminds you of the unfortunate WanZi 3 XiongDi, no?

after looking like Gia Gia, i am sure that i am entitled to looking cute/nice/insert-adjectives-that-represents-nice-looking once in a while, nevermind that that was taken ages ago.
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.......ok. maybe not. i still look spas. T_T

At one of our rare Cheapo Gang gatherings.

i practically had to force everyone to put that pink Xiaolong bag (which happens to be a gift from us to Xiaolong), well, maybe except tong who readily puts it on.

a desperate attempt to have everyone in the picture.

finally a proper picture with the help of the helpful waitress at HM Cafe Cartel.

my latest local celeb fetish, Ben Yeo!

the day i was laughed at by mostly everyone who saw me at Megamedia, cus i was helping Vika out with her production. you should have seen me in person. the makeup was so wayang it reminded me of my dance performance days.

i stupidly deleted a bunch of pictures without checking, including tong's selfcam and ninja turtle outfit pictures & those pictures taken with mandy and gang at the airport! T_T
cheryl, pls remember to send me when you see me online!

2007-09-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

cus i havent upped my blog in time,
here's a BELATED HAPPY BDAY TO THE TAY KIMBAP!
i shallnt not post up unglam pix of you in case my fans find it amusing.
you may end up with antis. LOL!

i think love is such a funny little thing.
makes people weird.

Take me to Redang!

2007-08-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

This is a shoutout to the gang of 4 who are already on their way to the lovely little island in 'Xia Re Mo Mo Cha'.
i hate you guys.
really, i do.

nah. just kid in.
i still love you all, alrighty?
but pls try to pack me in your luggage the next time!
i promise to keep still while you guys lug me around on a trolley! or something.

i want to go on a trip!
a roadtrip, backpacking, whatever!
anywhere out of singapore is fine.
can't wait for SIP to be done and over with!
suddenly, bali seems like a hell lot of fun.
maybe that's cus i've been watching clips of people skating in bali for the past month.
if only there aint anymore terrorist attacks or whatever there.
i would love to go there!

went clubbing last fri for a Yog's-Post-Bday-Celebration kind of thing.
yes, we went to a gay club AGAIN.
but well, at least now, the array of plastic butts adorned on the wall have underwears on already.
people, let's go to a straight club someday!
i mean, gay club's fun and all, with oh-so-cute Aaron (mr ricky park look-alike) and cute little mr contagious smile around.
BUT!
it's kinda depressing to see so many cute guys around you, and know that they are gay.
kinda knocks into you the sense why there aint much cute straight guys around anymore.
and oh! can we drink more next time? please??? *inserts puss in boots expression*
that half jug of ribena volka wasnt much of a kick!
HAHAH! shit i sound like such a bitch.

oh! did i mention that this dude at the gay club mentioned that i have nice hair?
apparently, his perception of 'nice hair' constitutes of hay and a head of melanin-deprived hair.
i was so bewildered by his comment, and the rest of them were laughing their heads off. how nice. HAH!

anyway here's some pictures of the hot ppl who went, me included.
*inserts my signature smug expression*

ok. my photobucket wont work now, so next time then. if i remember.

before i go, like for real, here's part of our bday vid for yog.

i officially have no image or whatsoever to speak of anymore. ever.
see, yog, the extent we go to to prove our love for you.
smile more! i'm not digging the non-smiley yog!

ps. see xiaolong! i added the credits! you can see your names thrice! HA!

okok. ciao!

SAENGIL CHUKAH HAE!

2007-08-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

YOG!
HAPPY BDAY!
SHENG RI KUAI LE!
SAENGIL CHUKAH HAE!
*says happy bday in a 1000 other languages*
may you grow fat with love, joy and laughter! WHOOO!

i miss school, those slacking days.

and i was thinking abt my inability to show affection, and then i thought to myself....
"hey, i just cant help being cool, yo."

하늘, 별 그리고 천국

A.N.Jell

the fangirls & the bewildered ones.

HEI SHIO

fangirl is upset

zoOoOoooOoOoo

LONG PREACHY SOMEWHAT ANGSTY POST

宅女万岁

ARABIAN NIGHT

seahorses

you're my angel

whisper softly

dancing hippo!

benjamin buttons

*muppet smile*

tomyam girl

i am a lazy bummer

likhun

i scream for ice cream!

twilighter

free

countdown to freedom

what goes around comes around

bad karma

god save me

T_T

our deepest fear

the bone garden

sell you candy for a passing grade

fanpire

oh lovely edward

those bloodsuckers.

Opps! I! *BAM*

mental, poloroids and garden

life is sooooo unfair

Nuthangs' Daydream

uncle, more sweets~

flaps wings furiously

my apologies

papercuts

greetings!

one helluva ride!

do you know...

ALL HAIL THE HOKKIEN GODDESS!

WELCOME TO TAIWAN!

fangirl alert

picture randoms!

words can be very misleading

Happy Bday to 小龙姑娘

Too fast to live, too young to die

TO THE CHEAPO PEOPLE!

SHENG JIAN BAO!

last for one!

하늘 주신 의 선물

according to xiaolong's weighing scale...

cant get to sleep yet

randoms

my yong yong~

mix-style, my style

random msges of the day

ACDC OWNS! B)

dear mr K...

bangkok, anyone?

of boobs, bulges and random thoughts

changes

clueless

pissy

HAHAHAHA STUPID RETARD!

a classic bimbo answer

SERIOUSLY, WHY?

SWLN WIN HANDS DOWN!

GIVE IT ALL BACK TO ME!

STABS SELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

20 missed calls?

BABY PICTURES!

Dont Ton

frogs, suns and teletubbies.

2007 이젠 안녕!

Feliz Navidad

DIE FYP DIE!

muppet smile

Opps! I! BAM