i just got scared out of my wits just now, when i opened my room door and saw my mom standing there. hahahahahaha!
i jumped literally.
ok. maybe not jumped, more like trembled.
but you get what i mean.

school is fine so far, but i cant really get used to it i guess.
the pace is kinda fast for me.
cus i am so bloody used to taking my own sweet time to do my assignments.
(although i usually leave them to the very end to do them, producing shitty works, but that's another story.)
i deserved to be chided for not getting started on my vidfun assignment.
i planned to start drawing and stuff already, but i am just so freaking lazy. that sucks.

on the other hand, i think the system has its plus point in some ways.
like for anifun, we get to focus on learning to work a programme properly for an entire month, so we dont have to wait till the next week for the next lesson to refresh our knowledge on that topic.
that's good, cus usually by then, i would have clean forgotten everything.
:)
and flash is actually fun. god knows why i hated it during sec school.

and i got myself a job. hahaha. at bugis. what an odd timing to get a job.
shitty location cus of the travelling and stuff, but its a cool place on the overall. and the pay aint that bad! hahaha!!
only disadvantage is that i have to sacrifice all my weekends, my time for outings with my parents, and all my tv times.
D: so majorly sad.
i hope all the money i earn would let me compensate for all that. if not i'll fdjakfhjkafhakhfa. hahahahaha!

and about my relationship with my brother.
well, its going nowhere, but not like i care.
i got super pissed when i found out that he ate more than 1/2 of the bottle of pringles that i bought. i havent even ate 1/8 of it.
and yes, i made a big fuss out of it, and got chided by my mom. like i cared.
ya, sure, he bought a new bottle today to make up for it, but its not like i want it anymore.
moreover, he want me to return him a cheap burger that i ate.
the one that my MOM bought.
like what the fuck.

so i am stingy and bear a grudge against people. come sue me.
but i guess you guys will never understand how its like to have a kin punch you in the face, and not getting any apology, even till today.
having to live with all that hatred isnt easy. but i am bent on continuing to do so until the very day that i die.
or maybe if he kneel down and apologise to me or let me hit him until he bleed, then perhaps i will forgive him. maybe, but not likely.
:D

i know i am very horrible, but i like.
:)
that's the way things are, baby!
HOOO! hard gay!