whoohoo!!!

new year is getting more boring as we gets older.

or at least that's how i feel.

serious!

cus i'm now at my dad's friend's house and i am so bored i am blogging away!

the other kids actually have to let me use the comp and go play some haunted house game.

gah gah gah!





anyway, my eyes got better. they are not swollen anymore and so are my ears. but i still look puffy. i think i am just fat. gah! need to diet already!
but how to with all the temptations!!! alright! wait till the 15 days of new year is over! whoo~






and janine and seowf thought MY dear donghae is HOT!! WHOoooOOo~~~
too bad he's mine!




and eileen's friend in phillipines saw the dbsg boys in phillipines! they were in m'sia before they went to phillipines to film the LG cf, and when cheryl and kim found out, they went mad, literally. ok, maybe not kim, but cheryl really was super angry!!!!
cheryl! next time dont bang your head larh!!!! there's nothing you can do if you missed them already! hahaha.

anyway, here's what happened in phillipine, according to my friend's friend. i shall just cut & paste parts from our convo:

my godsis over there online fren
and she saw dbsg yesterdasty monring when im getting hao baos
got krn girls follow them
junsu very good first to wave at them
after 5 hours of fliming
then all gers MADDNESS
then the rest see him wave
then they alsp start to wave
all thanks to junsu
all dun wan to wave
junsu see them wait so long then go wave
then hero go imitate yunho when he wave
pengz he nv eat medince
then max
blur blur
HE ALWAYS BLUR BLUR
curoious
becuase he dunoe why my fren wave at him
Hes such a dumb!
then my fren
changmin sarangahe
then he look at her as if shes a weirdo
then she feel like killing herself
then she distritiung flying kisses!! to junsu hero and yunho
then they saw
then hero so disturb
he like do a small action * gootcha ur kiss like tat) not obvious.. so pple wun see
then micky look at them and wink
then all SCAREAMMMM
until the lady have to OIE KEEO QUIET..
dun need to flim liao like tat
then after tat... the dongbang shinki SARANGHAE
then they all @@!
but then junsu look and wave first
then max still curious

omg! i wish i was there!!!

and i just got back from eating louhei! haahaha!

ok. to console myself, i've decided to think that i look like a korean right now, in my current state of hideousness.

i look like a korean.

and his name is bi!!! whoohoo!!!

or you can call him rain! hahaha.. he acted in fullhouse in case nobody knows him!

and i shall smile like him all day today!

oh shoot.

first day of new year and i look like dont know what.

i think i look like a pig.

my tiny slitty eyes are so swollen i look like i dont have them.
and my ears are all red and swollen, they look like pig's ears.
and i am itching everywhere! argh! save meee~~~

i thought that i should go to sleep and when i wake up, it would go away, but NO!
*sobs*

i think i have hive? or something! it's just plain wierd.
cus i was just sitting in the living room last night and i just swelled up like a balloon!

i'm gonna scare the hell out of every single person that comes to my house later! GAH!

and then, the pot of curry my mom cooked last night turned sour!!!! woah!
1st in her history of curry making!!! and it's one huge pot!!!
now the whole house stink, smelling like someone just pooed somewhere.
EWWW!

gosh! this year is a bad year!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoo!

happy new year to all!!!

and to start the 'new year', i have an allergic reaction to something.

i think.

my eyes are kinda swollen and my neck up is itchy!!! ahhhh!!!

*sings smallvile song*

somebody saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaveeeeeeee meeeeeeeee~

hi...haha(: ---> from shaunald.

hahahaha.. we are all random people!

anyway.. me and cheryl had a bus tour round singapore (sort of) yesterday! hahahahah..

and my bag was worth thousands of dollars yesterday! cus my lappy and my camera was in there!! collected it already! but i still had to pay! gah!

and we sorta did a good deed yesterday! okok. only cheryl and hweisie. hahaha. cus it nv occured to me to help the old lady! typical singaporean. hahaha. dont kill me!
anyway, the old lady was pushing a cartload of cardboard that looks like it would drown her anytime, so cheryl suggested helping her. and then the 3 of us just tagged along after her, helping her push halfway. and i took the opportunity to take some pix of the old lady too! without her knowing, but hey, it's was a good opportunity! hahaha!!!

and we took alot of spastic pictures!! shall post them later! hahahaha.

yeah!

after being emo for the last 4 days, i'm back to normal and aint emo at all today!! aint that great??? *cheers!*

class ended slightly earlier today! seriously, i think project1 is shiet. cus how can you base a grade on the OH? but lucky for me, i was in the mascot team, and we did not have to do much to start with. so, CHEERS!
i heard that our 2nd mascot, the fatter and more irritating one, went around harassing girls! omg! people should just sue him!!!!!
and i am kind of happy to see my works hanging around the design space, not that i am trying to show off. it's cus never in my 18 yrs of life have i ever seen my artwork being displayed. hahaha.. god must have loved me a little more.. hahaha.. or something.. hahaha.. sounds like nsync's or bsb's song! hahaha..

i waited for cheryl to end class and went home with her, since she decided to pon class. she sounded really sick. who ask her not to eat her med. hahahaa.. cheryl park JAE! go eat your antibiotics! wahahaha..

our repackaged albums and 1tym albums come already!!! can you imagine how thrilled i am deep down? cus i wasnt too high just now online, cus i was watching tv. LOL!
yeahness!!! but yesasia sent only 1 repackage instead of 2, so kim had to go email them and ask them about it. then me and JAE were deciding who should get the repackage first, and she came up with this wonderful idea of using......

*drumroll*

...that eenimeeni catch the spider on the wall thingy... online.. like, wth. wahahaha..
and her whole rhyme thingy is just plain wierd.
but nevermind, at least it rhymed, not like some other person's.
*coughseowfcough*

wahahaha... i am so evil..

anyway, i cut my hair after talking about it for a whole week! and colored it as well!!! yipeee!!! i now have darker hair, which is so cool! like totally! whahaha..
but my hair is a tad shorter. maybe i am just not used to it. hahaha.. i miss my tail!

LOL.. reading jason's blog is as fun as reading car why's or MOT's. hahaha..
especially that post of him pretending to be a girl on irc.
just look at the number of horny bastards trying to lure her out for a ons (read: one night stand.. got that from the irc convo he posted). LOL!

guys, just go and read that post! it's hilarious! hahaha.. read about him making an acs boy teach her to masterbate, then announce that she's a he. lol! freaking funny!

yipeee! got my very own laptop already!!!

it all started with a shouting match (again) the moment i woke up this morning, but we can just forget about that part.

yeah!!!! everybody cheer!!!!

although my heart kind of ache cus of the amount of money spent. it's abt $2400? i am not too sure, but all i know is that the limit to using nets per day is only $2000 and my dad had to swip 2 different cards from 2 different account to actually pay for that laptop.
aish.
i am sure his heart <3 is still bleeding. how the hell am i supposed to ask him for money to cut my hair? LOL! cus he only gave me 1/3 of my allowance for this week instead of giving me the full amount at one go.

like what car why's blog mentioned, the phrase love makes the world go round is total bull.
money, on the other hand, is what really makes the world go round.
and we all know that. GAH!

why doesnt it start to rain money? wouldnt it be fabulous!?
:D

fuck.

the worst kind of thing just happened to me.

my camera is ruined.

i didnt want to go to school for only 1/2 hour today, so i slept in. hope jeffrey wouldnt be pissed.
and i was about to go to the temple to pray to my ancestors, about to step out of the house, when i decided that i am not really done with the computer.
so i left my bag on the small platform by the door and went into the room.
the platform, if you guys have been to my house and actually remembers it, is not super narrow and is quite a distance from the floor. and a million and one other people also put their bags there and nothing happened.
but why is it that when i do the same, my bag crashes to the floor?
my handphone and other gadgets are all alright, but the camera is spoilt. the lcd is ruined, and if i did not remember wrongly, the lcd cannot be repaired.
fuck. i am so freaking pissed.
and now, the whole world is blaming me, as if i willed the bag to drop.
even my mom, who was there the whole time and watched the bag crash to the ground, is also blaming me. can you believe how freaking pissed i am right now?
i didnt realise that the camera is spoilt until i was in the taxi home, cus i wanted to take the pictures of the driver for my photog class, and then, i had a shouting match with my mom in the taxi.
i was so fucked up that i didnt care if the driver was there. i almost wanted to cry then.
good thing that my gran is sitting between us, otherwise i bet my mom would give me one tight slap across my face. i was so pissed that when i alighted the taxi, i did not wait for them and just went home on my own.

so here i am now, pouring out my frustrations to the stupid lifeless computer.

i am pissed with myself for even allowing that to happen, with my parents for blaming me, and back at myself cus the camera costed a bomb. cus i am not sure if i can replace the camera for free. and cus i can't do my final assignment for photog class. i dont know how to tell bryan if i can't show him the 120 shots on thurs.

even listening to 'show me your love' didnt help.

thank god for gen, cus i was already msging her before that.
we are now pouring our woes to each other. thank god.
we are all frustrated people.

i am so suey. bad luck follows me everywhere. fuck.
and i am not called the emo queen for nothing.

i hereby dedicate this to the following people:

cheryl
hweisie
seowf
and peizhi

cus you guys cheered me up. hahaha.
i was emo-ing, and was still suffering from post emo depression, and talking to you guys cheered me up. haha. okok. MAYBE it wasnt you guys, could be the songs i was listening to, but lets all pretend that it is, alright? hahahaha!

and i am gonna go cut my hair with cheryl tomorrow. theres no way i am going to that gay place at serangoon, so cheryl the jaeCHUN had to go to where i cut my hair instead! yipee!

okok. you can so tell that i am no longer as emo as before.
but i must state that i am NOT angry nor am i pissed off with eunice, soph and janine. i am just in one of those emo modes.

and i forgot what i wanted to write already. but if you guys ever need any source of entertainment and stuff, go click on the link to MOT and kah wai's blog. they are mad funny! haha.

yeah, like my title suggest, OH my ass. took that from terrence's nick.
OH as in Open House.
i guess it's supposed to be fun, and ya, i had about just an ounce of fun, cus i was too busy being emo today.

i dont know why, but i woke up feeling tired, as usual, and was kind of late for school.
but i arrived at school with eunice, only to find that bryan is not there. made me rush to school for heck. then we had to find sources of entertainment.
so we went to collect our tees and, however ugly it is, we had to wear it, so oh well, i just accept that. but eunice kept on going on and on about how ugly it is and stuff. i mean, when i was complaining, she kind of doubted me and then she kept on complaining. wierd.
then we wandered around like lost souls, cus we had about 2 and 1/2 hours to rot. good thing we saw bryan coming later and stuff.
showed him the pictures that i took and told him that i really anyhow take one, then he 'advised' me not to tell the lecturers that the works we are showing are anyhow one. basket.

anyway, i was feeling alright until about 2+, when janine and sophia came and stuff. i dont know why, but i became the emo queen.

i really wanted to be away from everyone in school, ok, maybe not everyone, but you get what i mean. i dont know why, but i was quite irritated with eunice, janine and sophia, maybe cus they were dilly-dally-ing and were making a din. i dont know what the real reason is,i became quiet and not smile and stuff. i mean, i dont look nice and all happy when i dont smile, so when i not smile and not talk, people starts to think that i am angry. fuck. then when people think that i am angry, i become kind of pissed. why cant it just be that i cant contribute in whatever conversation they were having and decided to just shut my trap?

anyway, we were supposed to be doing duty in the tv studio but they went to the design space to take the cards and brought them back to distribute them. i dont know why i am so uptight today, but i was kind of irritated that they weren't doing their parts. i even felt better talking to terrence than talking to them. and they kept on asking me to be the ghost in the demo, and i refused to. sophia and eunice didnt want to either, and kept pushing it to me. i know i will be majorly pissed if i were to take up that job, and that way, i would really become mad. but i was still pissed cus i saw the tired look on dongni's face and i couldnt do anything to help her. i felt guilty. i guess i was pissed with myself.

felt a little better after i went to the canteen to get a drink and mentos and went back to distribute it to them. but i swear that eunice, janine and sophia were kind of gossiping about me when i was gone. maybe they did not see me come back, cus there was a crowd there and i had to stand behind the board, but ya. maybe they were discussing why am i so emo, why i was being such a bitch and stuff. maybe i am just being paranoid but who knows.

after that, i became really wierd and stuff. like starts to talk crap and stuff. i really dont like that side of myself, cus i become really lame and say stuff that people might just think is stupid. i really hate it. i guess i should just keep quiet all the time, and just be depressed, like how simon used to percieve me as.

i guess i may have a phobia of humans. i dont know how to put this across, with so many thoughts all jumbled in my pea-sized brain. i prefer sitting here in front of my computer, listening to songs i love. this really cheers me up more than the different antics people use. i know this is really unhealthy but it works way better.

anyway, i am not trying to point fingers and blame anyone here. so dont take this personally if anyone whose name was mentioned chances upon this blog of mine, the insignificant one.

and enough of long stories. i shall end here.

Just call me the evil paranoid emo queen.

ok. to console myself, i've decided to think that i look like a korean right now, in my current state of hideousness.

i look like a korean.

and his name is bi!!! whoohoo!!!

or you can call him rain! hahaha.. he acted in fullhouse in case nobody knows him!

and i shall smile like him all day today!