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oh! forgot to mention that i can get high at home cus my dad makes gin and tonic sometimes.
and the best part is that he lets me drink it, altho my mom is quite djahfkjdha abt that.

and i am so darn proud of the beanie i've made. it's quite pretty and well made, so dont you guys laugh at it, lee peizhi and gen ng! HAHA!

i think that recently, probably due to pms, i have become a very very angsty person.
so you guys all HAVE TO put up with my constant grumbling and all.

school seems pretty meaningless now, especially in this block.
cus wtf. i dont know what the modules want us to do. NOT AT ALL!
why cant we have more hands-on stuff, like how to use the damn camera and equipments and softwares, something that we should be familiar with already. but due to my lack of interest and confidence, i have never really gotten round to using them.
shouldnt we be learning stuff like, proper lighting, proper camera usage, this and that.
can't possibly wait for us all to go for SIP then learn them from the company, can we?
what are we gonna do to impress those potential companies into accepting us when we are not skilled at all?
what if we dont even get to go on shoots and all we do is help make coffee?
i so envy the imd and moi animation people.
overall, i am quite disappointed with the school in some sense, and it is so bad to the extent that quitting school actually crossed my mind.
but no, that's dumb and is a waste of precious time and money, so i shall persevere and graduate with a diploma.
then i can go pursue whatever other courses i want.

i cant wait to graduate.
cus i kinda have thought of what life will be like then:

post-graduation (may onwards?):
get a job, be it diploma related or not. i dont mind b&j even. then i can earn many many many money. HAHAHA ok i know, bad english but i dont care. cus 'fishballs, many many fishballs" is stuck in my head.

post-earning and saving many many money (hopefully by september? if not 2009 march):
go to korea for that 2.5months study trip! IF i get enough money, i dont mind studying longer! look at how much fun xiaolong is having!

post-korean study trip:
if my family financial situation allows, i shall go to some private U like SIM or MDIS or whatever and take up a degree or something in Hospitality and Tourism Management or the likes. seriously, i should have taken that course instead of moi, but whatever.
if i dont have the money, i will go work somemore, then go and study. i am determined to study somemore.

OR:

go be and SIA girl with sel. LOL!

make a difference

http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com/

omg, people. go watch this. it's damn touching.
i teared like mad. siao liao. must be hormonal imbalance.
but anyway, must watch!

went out with gen today. it's been quite some time since we last met.
we watched Bridge to Terabithia
i guess one wouldnt expect anyone to cry watching this movie, but guess what.
we did. HAHA! cus one of the characters died! it was quite sad :(

money is such a stupid thing. LOL! random thoughts.

anyway, we had kolo mee for dinner. frankly speaking, it just tasted like wanton mee with 2 prawns. and it costed us 5.90 each. not very worth it to me. HAH.. cus i am damn cheapo nana.

and! peizhi, joyce and lisa, our upcoming online entrepreneur of the year has a website selling teeshirts!
people! PLS SUPPORT THEM! i think some of the designs are quite nice!


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VISIT MR. TEEMONTEE!


and here are some of the spastic hybrids i've came up with in morphthings.com
too many variations, so i shall just show some.

*warning - expect alot of pictures*

eunhae = donghae + hyukjae

bad pictures used, but overall result is quite hot.



this looks kinda scary.. haha!

kanghae = donghae + kangin

major hottie! no wonder they were crowned uhljjangs of sm ent.

kangteuk = kangin + eeteuk


hyuksu = junsu + hyukjae


yoosu = yoochun + junsu

he looked like he had braces and reminded me of one of the chinadolls. LOL!


jaeho = jaejoong + yunho

quite hot!

yoohae = donghae + yoochun

so hot right!? hahaha!

eunmin = hyukjae + sungmin

not bad, but eunhae is hotter LOL!!!!

then.. the fangirl in me decided to take over, so i went to merge our faces to see how our children will look like.

lihae = donghae + lina


at least they look decent, not like some monster....

lisu = junsu + lina


the other results were quite not as hot and it made me depressed to know that i will never have hot kids with him. LOL!

and lastly..

yoona = yoochun + lina

imagine my shock and how depressed i was when the results loaded. it's so funny i wanted to cry. LOL! my expression was exactly like yoona jr 1^. HAHA!
BUT! i KNOW it's all becaused i used bad pictures, so i decided to try again.

thankfully, yoona jr 2^ looks quite decent. so i'm glad.

and i hereby conclude that i need to find really really hot guys to ensure that my child wont be super ugly, cus as you all can see, i kinda ruined half of my children's looks up there. LOL!

and some random stuff i did.

i wanted to know if their kids will look good. hahaha! maybe it's good that they split anyway.

the other golden couple of hollywood.

and i did this for the heck of it.

hahahah! tikey! HAHAHA!

been playing with some new website called morphthing til now. LOL!
it works by combining two people's faces together.
and omg i cant have kids with hot ppl cus they will turn into monsters! LOL!
i shall post them tomorrow!

and i went out today with janice!
bought a cute little black dress and a hoodie for 29 each from ISO.
not bad given that the prices are usually 40-60?
the bottoms are like 19 only!

and after this, i am officially broke. i owe a million ppl money and when i return them next month, i can forget about buying anything else. i shall learn to have some self-control and not buy anything. HAHA

Your Birthdate: April 24
You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.
Your strength: Your devotion
Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness
Your power color: Lilac
Your power symbol: Heart
Your power month: June
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


wow... i wonder how true this is.
credits to horny yingo the maknae for showing me. LOL!

was watching some taiwanese variety show yesterday, and thery were showing a Xu Wei Lun special. it was the last show she was on before she met with the accident and went to heaven.

and there was this voice recording of her. i kinda teared listening to what she said. here's a brief translation of that passage.

if i were to leave this world,
i hope you guys will come and visit me often.
i want you guys to sing and dance for me,
telling me about your life,
letting me know that you are well.
i will be your guardian angel,
always watching over you guys.
- Xu Wei Lun

i thought it was quite sad, but touching nevertheless.
i still cant get over the fact that she had to leave so early. such a waste.

i need a new pastime.
i'm so bored at home. so much so that all i do was to eat and sleep and eat somemore.
my room needs seriously cleaning, but i cant be bothered to do so.
i've tons of videos to watch, but i cant sit still for an hour just staring at the screen. i think i need to get my ass checked or something.
i'm kinda sianed of knitting, hence, my scarf which i started on from new year is not complete yet.
i should exercise, but my thigh still hurt a little and i need an exercise kaki. maybe tomorrow i'll go gyming.

i was so bored yesterday night, that i went to google picture of hot hollywood stars, and found out that Adam Brody and Rachel Bilson split some time ago. OH MY SADNESS. I LOVE THAT COUPLE!

anyway, we were so bored in school today, that the few of us went to my heritage and played around.

peiru's and zuozhi's results are bloody funny!
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majority of their celeb-lookalikes are all like that! hahahaha! we totally died laughing! LOL!

and apparently, there are more ppl who think that i look like hyukkie in that one picture!
(refer to earlier posts)
zuozhi thought i had amazing PS skills and that i went to PS myself with donghae. if only i had such skills. HAHAHA! and he refused to believe eunice and gang when they told him that it wasnt me.

basically, for today, all that i did was eat.

eat eat eat.

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EAT - –verb (used with object)
1. to take into the mouth and swallow for nourishment; chew and swallow (food).
2. to consume food; take a meal: We'll eat at six o'clock.

here's what happen on this foo(d)filing day.

i met peizhi to go to town so that i can pass maveric his mom's m-day gift. and we had mac before that. i had to go and pick the one with the most amount of calories or something - big breakfast.

then while waiting for him, i went to buy haato icecream for my parents as my dad's bday gift and my mom's/grandmom's m-day gift. yummy sweet potato with chestnut and honey & chocolate banana ice cream!
then i finally managed to pass mav's stuff to him. i didnt think he liked it, cus it wasnt well done to me, with him fingering the pouch all the time and all, but he kept insisting that it's alright. oh well.

anyway, after that, pz decided to go b&j to collect her stuff, so i went to get a scoop so that we could sit there and rest a bit.

upon reaching home, i had tomyam seafood soup that my mom cooked. YUM!

at around 5, i went out food hunting with my parents and uncle boon and wife, cus it's m-day and all. we went to geylang, where, supposedly, all the good food are gathered at.

5.30: we ate stinky tofu for the first time! and a couple of side dishes. like eat for fun kind of food. stinky tofu really isnt too stinky. only that everytime you tries to put a piece into your mouth, you can vaguely smell a very pungent smell, something like when someone just shit and left the toilet door open after he is done with his business. no kidding, it really smelt like that to me. but it's ok-tasting i guess, a little sourish and all. and omg quite oily. everything cost $28.

6.00: my parents decided that they wanted a proper meal, so my dad suggested the famous geylang crab beehoon. it's really damn yummy!
BUT! it was freaking expensive! $290 for 5 people!
$10 - stir fried kailan
$28 - 2 pieces of steamed sotong
$50 - 2kg of boiled 'gong gong' (some shellfish thingy)
$50 - 2kg of fresh scallops (now i know that the shells mermaids used for bras are scallop shells.)
$140 - crab beehoon consisting of two HUGE crabs.
and a bunch of others stuff like drinks and all which attributed to the rest of the bill.

although the portion was big and all, we didnt get a say in how much we wanted. they decided for us, and the service was quite bad. i was stoning for a good half an hour before the person bothered to come over to take our order, and another half an hour before our first dish came.
and everything was done by that one person - he ate, he came over to take our order, he prepared the ingredients, and he cooked. basically, in that shop, it's kind of a one-man show i guess. the only things that others helped out with were the ordering of drinks and the delivering and clearing of the dishes. and the food was all quite simple to prepare, save for the crab beehoon, cus most of them were either steamed or boiled. so, impatient people like us cannot understand why it will take them so long to steam a bunch of seafood. really dont know why it's like that.

also, although the food was nice and all, it was TOO salty. i could hear my kidneys calling for help everytime i start on a different dish. and there was a garlic overload, not that i mind. cus seriously, there's garlic in every single dishes. xiaolong will be so appalled by that place that she wont even wanna go anywhere near there.
so frankly speaking, $300 is too expensive to me, especially when it's a not-very-clean coffee shop kind of place, nvm that famous ppl all flock there to eat whenever they can.

anyway, we spent like 2hrs there and after that, we went to a temple to pray. that temple was quite unique in a way, as there were chinese, hindu and muslim gods there.

after that, we went home, and my itchy mouth decided that, "HEY! I SHOULD EAT SOME ICE CREAM!" and so, off i went to scoop myself some. HAHAHAH!

so basically, we went like $300+++ on food alone today.
there goes my 3hrs of dancing yesterday. i wonder why i'm suffering all those muscle aches for, cus i went to bust my fitness plan by piling on all these calories. i cant even pee properly, cus i cant sit down without holding onto something for support. LOL! nvm, i'm going gyming with meiqin tomorrow! YEAH!

and to end this post, i shall post something super fangirl-ish, since i KNOW i havent really been very fangirl-ish here for some time already.

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ok. maybe not. the last post was very fangirl-ish, with me wanting to have hae's baby and all. but i dont care. i shall still post my cfg stuff here.

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got tired of thinking of hweisie so i decided to change the bubble to donghae! with special appearances by hyukjae! WHOOO!

Hyukna AKA 보석미녀 :]

ok! after a seemingly angst-filled post, i shall post something that amused me to death.

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ok. lemme officially introduce these ppl, altho some of you guys may already know them.

to the left, the hottie in yellow with floppy hair is my love, LEE DONGHAE. he's one big hottie, and if all my wishes can come true, i'll wanna date him and have his babies.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OK CRAZY THOUGHTS.

to the right, the cutie in black with a beanie is LEE HYUKJAE. otherwise known as Eunhyuk in Super Junior. Junsu's bestfriend since childhood days. Best dancer in the group, and funny too!

together, they are my favourite couple in Super Junior. LOL!

anyway, i was damn high upon seeing this pix cus i havent seen donghae in ages, so i posted the first picture up as my dp.
and guess what.

JAVIER ASKED IF HYUKJAE IS ME! LOL!!!!!
AND SELINA SECONDS THAT! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

[edit] GEN, PZ (MAYBE) AND EUNICE KINDA AGREE TOO!

i see cheryl and sie crying out in anguish, shaking their heads in denial.

admit it.
when one person said that, i will just think that his eyes need checking.
but when a 2nd person agree, you'll just have to accept the truth. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont care if its just that one picture, that particular angle.
i resemble him. period. BAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!

anyway, cheryl, it isnt too bad that you look like yesung.
he has got, quoting him, "an artistic voice".
and as sie insist, she looks like yunho/meiling, and is a potential candidate for meiling to marry. LOL!!!!

to end, i shall share more love by posting another picture of donghae & 'I'.

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with Wondergirls members.
credits: soompi

ps. look at the first picture again.
me and donghae have got couple smiles - my signature muppet smile.
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i wonder:
what happened to the basic courtesy of most singaporeans?
where did their Ps and Qs go to?
does it hurt to even say a simple 'Please' or 'Thank you'?
would their teeth drop out everytime they attempt to do so?

if not, why wont they just say these words?
didnt they know that these simple words could actually help brighten up a person's day?
especially if he/she is having a bad day.

i am speaking from experience.
cus everytime i hold the lift door open and wait for every single stupid person to enter, i never once got a 'thank you' in return.
all i get is a very grumpy expression as if to say, 'WTF! QUICKLY CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR BEFORE THE NEXT PERSON TRIES TO RUSH IN!!!!!!'
whereas i'll try to make it a point to acknowledge their effort everytime.
i mean, isnt that basic courtesy?
they make it seem like we who went into the lift first are OBLIGED to hold the lift door open until every single grumpy looking person enters.
like, hello, i'm not a lift operator. i dont freakin get paid to do so.

the same applies to the service line in singapore.
we service providers sometimes just dont smile enough.
i know i am guilty of that.
but i think the b&j vivocity scoopers are, by far, the friendliest lot of service crew i've seen.
also, the customers just dont say enough 'thank you's.
sometimes just hearing them say those words makes us feel so much better about serving them.
it's a wonder what a smile can do, aint it?

by the way, i think most singaporeans are illiterate.
cus they simply cant obey instructions.
i take it as a sign that its about time the government should send all citizens to a 'Learn your ABCs' workshop.
i mean, is it that hard to follow these instructions:
- pls keep to your left
- pls let all passengers alight first
- pls move to the rear of the vehical
- pls stand behind the yellow line
ETC ETC ETC

even foreigners get infected by the 'inconsiderate & grumpy bug" after prolonged exposure to us.
it's scary to see our behaviors being reflected in them.

hence, seriously, i am quite ashamed to be a singaporean sometimes.

i hope i didnt violate any of the blogging laws.
cus i am quite sure i am not being anti-government or racist here.

gosh! i sound so angsty here.
thank god i belong to the bulc ome itna.
jj, our president says that it's greek for 'anti emo club'.
but i'm sure anyone with a working brain will figure out that it is just anti emo club spelt backwards. HAHA!
being in the club brings great benefits into our lives.
we members are taught of a perfect way to keep our emotions in check.
basically, it's a simple exercise where you just chant 'no emo no emo no emo' for a few minutes, waving your arms madly above your head as if you are washing your hair, and you'll feel better in no time.
i encourage all to join this club. it's good for your health.
i sure hope the school will make our club official someday.
all interested parties can join by calling following hotline:

6-anti-emo (6-2684-366)


end of blog entry.
안녕! :]

clubber slut

i think it was quite a shame that i couldnt join the gang at Play on monday after reading about all the fun they had on jj's blog.
too bad i had work the next day, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, i am broke.
i'm officially down to my last $2 this week, and those were dug out from my poor little piggy bank.

i think, if i have all the money that i want, i would probably turn into a spoilt brat cum clubber slut.
really. cus i think i kinda like the night life, minus all the weird stuff that may have happened.
altho i dont dance, i love to watch people on the dancefloor, and especially love laughing at how some people dances.
even though i am not particularly fond of drinking, i like how it makes me all high and relaxed, and not give a hoot about anything.
most importantly, i like to hang out with my friends all night, not having to go home and listen to the incessant nagging from people at home.

and, if i'm not afraid of pain, i would probably have tons of tattos/piercing all over.
i'll splurge on designer brands as if they are items from gmarket.

i'm turning into quite a rebel, and at such an old age.