nothing went as planned on vday.
and come to think of it, there's actually nothing worth celebrating.
it's just an excuse for us to spend money. LOL!
or maybe i am just trying to find an reason for the insignificant meaning the day has, at least to me. bahahaaha..

i should be sleeping soon.

and my internet connection lives a topsy turvy world. whooooooooooo...

ok i think i dont make sense, so bye.

i nv hated shopping so much in my entire lifespan.
it's like.. nothing catches my attention.
either that or nothing that caught my attention looks good on me..
how shitty is that man?

anyway feb 1st was meiling's bday!
took loads of pix.
maybe will post it up later..

and omg LUG CALLED MEILING!
nvm that it's via pam's phone!
BUT OMG COOL RIGHT!
i wanna stick to meiling 24/7 just in case suju calls or something!!!

eee.

barely a week of tuition, and i got sacked.

that's pathetic.
i'm pathetic.

so, i've been thinking what went wrong the whole day, and came up with the following conclusions.

1. the kid is an ass. he hates me for giving him homework.
when i gave him a list of words to study over the weekend, i think he didnt.
and during spelling, he got less than half of the words correct.
also, during our last lesson together, i made him revise some of those words again.
he just walked out on me.
earlier on our 2nd lesson, he already complained to his mother that i gave him alot of work, when it was his mom who asked for work initially.

2. i was too fierce on our last lesson together.
i think i was kinda frustrated that he didnt learn his words, and when i had to teach him his own school work, there was a particular question that i had problem explaining.
so prob during then i was kinda lost, and sounded fiercer.
he was sulking already, and maybe he cried after i left or something.
and his mom, being a very doting mom, gave in to him.

3. communication breakdown.
i had problems explaining to him sometimes, and he doesnt want to respond properly.
i think he's just trying to be problematic, cus i was warned that he is a very naughty kid even before i took up the assignment.

oh well. whatever it is, i guess i am to blamed??
and i got only a measly $40+ for these 4 lessons.
shortest tuition duration ever i guess.
i hope that doesnt leave my agency with a very bad impression, and hopefully they will still give me assignments!

meanwhile, i guess i'll go back to work for b&j more. boo!
that will totally turn me off ice cream.
probably good anyway, given that i have been binging so much recently.