i think that recently, probably due to pms, i have become a very very angsty person.
so you guys all HAVE TO put up with my constant grumbling and all.

school seems pretty meaningless now, especially in this block.
cus wtf. i dont know what the modules want us to do. NOT AT ALL!
why cant we have more hands-on stuff, like how to use the damn camera and equipments and softwares, something that we should be familiar with already. but due to my lack of interest and confidence, i have never really gotten round to using them.
shouldnt we be learning stuff like, proper lighting, proper camera usage, this and that.
can't possibly wait for us all to go for SIP then learn them from the company, can we?
what are we gonna do to impress those potential companies into accepting us when we are not skilled at all?
what if we dont even get to go on shoots and all we do is help make coffee?
i so envy the imd and moi animation people.
overall, i am quite disappointed with the school in some sense, and it is so bad to the extent that quitting school actually crossed my mind.
but no, that's dumb and is a waste of precious time and money, so i shall persevere and graduate with a diploma.
then i can go pursue whatever other courses i want.

i cant wait to graduate.
cus i kinda have thought of what life will be like then:

post-graduation (may onwards?):
get a job, be it diploma related or not. i dont mind b&j even. then i can earn many many many money. HAHAHA ok i know, bad english but i dont care. cus 'fishballs, many many fishballs" is stuck in my head.

post-earning and saving many many money (hopefully by september? if not 2009 march):
go to korea for that 2.5months study trip! IF i get enough money, i dont mind studying longer! look at how much fun xiaolong is having!

post-korean study trip:
if my family financial situation allows, i shall go to some private U like SIM or MDIS or whatever and take up a degree or something in Hospitality and Tourism Management or the likes. seriously, i should have taken that course instead of moi, but whatever.
if i dont have the money, i will go work somemore, then go and study. i am determined to study somemore.

OR:

go be and SIA girl with sel. LOL!